When dancer Sophia falls in love with the bassist of the band she's working with she knew he had a dark side...
Through ups and down and everything in between she finds herself having to adapt to his lifestyle.
" But a shot in the dark, one step aw...
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Do people send Christmas cards anymore ? Well it doesn't matter i'm gonna send one to my aunt anyways seeing as I can't be with her. I'm sat writing out my cards as the rain hits off the window. Rain has always been therapeutic to me. It's quite late I should probably get to bed.
I wake up to the sound of the phone ringing. What the fuck. I trudge out of my room across the living room to the phone. I glance at the clock and it reads 2:37 am. Ugh.
" Hello " I say sleepily and I hear sniffles at the other end.
" Sophia " she cries..
" Emi oh my god are you okay...is it Roxy !? " I start to panic hearing her sob down the phone.
" Sophia i'm so sorry " he voice is shaky
" Emi what is it you're worrying me " I say quietly.
" It's....it's Nikki " she cries. Something in my broke, she hasn't said it yet but I already know.
" He overdosed they tried to bring him back but...but " I drop the phone and stand in shock trying to adapt to the information I was just told. Like that all my memories of Nikki flood my mind, when I first saw him , when he was an asshole to me at the crüe house , When we first kissed at the whiskey. My life flashed before my eyes but i'm still breathing. I hadn't noticed but tears already flooded my face.
I can hear muffle from the phone as I pick it up again. My hands shaking and my knees weak.
" Soph...Sophia " Mick says at the other end.
" I'm...I'm here " I cry.
" I'm sorry Sophia, he really did love you " Mick says making me cry harder.
" and I loved him Mick.... I just wish it wasn't so late to tell him " I hang up the phone falling to my knees in agony. My heart is truly broken. Everyone I loved is gone , my mother , my father and now Nikki. I lay on the floor as the tears keep coming, I grow frustrated as I think that I never told him I loved him. And I grow even more frustrated at the fact the drugs killed him. I could've stopped this if I stayed with him but I ran to avoid myself getting hurt. I grab the vase of flowers Jon got me and I throw it against the wall watching it shatter into a thousand pieces.
I need to get out of here. I grab my keys and leave the apartment. I get in and and just start driving I don't care where I end up. As I drive and tears keep coming. I reminisce on the last time I saw him outside his house. The last words I said to him. Don't believe what Doc said. The lights of the streets become so blurry that I had to pull over. I rest my forehead against the wheel as I cry. My chest starting to burn. I sit up wiping my eyes as I take in where I am. I get out of my car and head towards the beach. Santa Monica Pier. I stare up and the carnival and stands wondering how nice it would've been to go with Nikki. I take a seat on the sand and just sit there for awhile.
