➯ 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐒𝐖𝐀𝐍 -〚𝒀𝑶𝑰 𝒙 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓〛

➯ 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙥𝙚

(I'M NOT OKAY)

➯𝙫𝙤𝙩𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩!

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i try to go back towards the crowds to find yurio, but lilia keeps pulling me forward to the kiss and cry.

eventually i give up and decide it's better to just get this over with as fast as i can.

'y/n katsuki just gave her best performance surprising us all with two quads! one of which being victor's signature jump, a quad flip! this might be a record breaker!'

i hear the announcer, holy shit... a record breaker? i mean i bet i beat my personal best but a world record..?

lilia and i take a seat in front of the cameras for photos and to wait for my score. i crane my neck to see yakov talking to yurio for some last minute advice.

'katsuki's score is coming in now...'

i hold my breath and focus my attention back on the scoreboard...

i need a score of 77.18 or higher...

'and her score is 91.62!! crushing the world record and taking first place! this is incredible!' (yeah i made y'all a little op cause the real world record is like 85 for women's but dw bout it y'all are just bad bitches ;)

i can't believe my eyes. i actually broke the record...

i look next to me to see lilia trying to suppress her huge smile, and she looks at me proudly.

"you did wonderful y/n. thank you for letting me coach you. i know you'll do great tomorrow as well."

i look at her with wide eyes, hearing her kind words, before nodding and smiling at her.

"now i won't hold you up any longer. go to him, go to yurio and wish him luck." she says, looking away from me and towards yuri.

as soon as she finishes i thank her and take off, dodging cameras and people.

'and now the start of the men's senior division, welcoming yuri plisetsky from russia! this is his senior debut, and he's made it all the way to the finals!'

shit shit shit. they're already announcing him!

i try to speed up and weave my way through to him, saying a quick thanks to those around me congratulating me.

i finally reach victor and yuuri, yuuri looking a bit nervous as always, but not quite as much with victor by his side.

"guys! yurio hasn't gone on yet right??" i ask frantically.

victor turns to me, "huh? he's right here-" i push past them as soon as i hear him and finally see yurio in his shiny outfit, about to enter the rink looking tense, his eyes focused on the ground.

before i can think about it i jump and hug him from behind, like he's done to me. i feel him lift his head in surprise.

"y/n? what the hell are you doing?"

"i'm hugging you idiot. stop looking so tense, you look constipated!" 

"i do not look constipated! shut up piglet!" 

i laugh, "just look at me!" i turn him around and we lock eyes.

"don't think so much, okay? just... feel. find your agape, and i know you'll do great." i say as i brush a hair out of his face.