i cant even.

Staceys pov

I wake up about noon on Sunday morning guessing I probably im not going to make it to church.

I pick up my phone noticing I had a text from Josh.

Josh: sorry I didnt text you yesterday I was at a friends all day WANNA SKYPE

Stacey: I just woke up and I have to eat and talk to my mom about some stuff, maybe later

I press send and make my way downstairs to talk to my mom.

"Hey mom." I say walking over to where she was sitting in the living room packing a few things.

"Hey, sweetheart you okay?" she asks me.

"Not really I dont want to move." I tell her.

"I know you dont but I promise youll make some friends." she tells me pushing my bangs out of my face.

"Where are we moving to anyway, and why?" I ask her.

"Now thats a suprise." she smirks. "I found a better job there, oh and also Alex has a friend who lives there." she tells me.

"Who is it?" I ask her.

"I dont know he said some guy from youtube." she tells me.

"So you told him and not me?" I ask.

"Alex is older than you hes helping me with a lot of stuff right now." she tells me.

I was so mad right now so I just ran upstairs and slammed my door shut, got on my bed and cried, im not sure for how long though. It felt like an hour. I just needed someone to talk to.

So I call up my best friend.

Stacey: hey betty?

Betty: Yea stacey?

Stacey: can I come over? I need to tell you something

Betty: your mom told us about the move): but yes

Stacey: be there in 10

I put my red vans on and a sweatshirt and leave on my skateboard not bothering to tell my mom where I was going.

I walk up to her front door and knock waiting for her she opens the door a couple minutes later.

"Hey." she says as I walk in the house.

"Hi." I tell her as we walk into her room.

"I cant belive your moving." she says "Im going to miss you so much."

"I know, im going to miss you too." I say.

"Lets watch some TV and cheer you up." she says grabbing the remote and putting the channel on a episode of Big Time Rush.

Even since we were little its been our favorite show. So I guess we just never stopped watching it.

"Lordy hes hot." I say talking about Logan.

"Nah James is." she says picking up my phone to check the time.

"Whos Josh with a heart?" she asks.

My eyes grow wide as I try to take my phone out of her hands.

"No one." I tell her.

"Tell me." she says turning down the sound.

"Dont tell anyone." I say.

"I wont." she says.

"You promise." I ask.

"I do."

"Okay well hes kinda my internet bestie." I tell her.

"AW THATS ADORABLE." She yells. "I WANNA SEE HIM"

I take my phone and go to a picture I had sneaked of him during our skype call.

"Woah hes hot" she says.

"I know, he really is."