Strings | Jikook |

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"If I got more pretty, do you think he would like me?"
♥

Two pairs of footsteps hurried upstairs into the darkly light hallways. Jungkook wasn't exactly sure what caused him to drink an excessive amount, he didn't understand why he enjoyed the feeling of unconsciousness so much, and most importantly didn't realize what he was doing until it was to late.

Being dragged into a darkly light room Jungkook was lightly flung to the bed as a small figure crawled onto his lap. At first Jungkooks drunken mind believed it was Jimin for a slight second, that was soon before he felt the girls lips trail across his neck. They weren't soft like his, they felt more rough with their actions.

What are you going Jungkook?

Why didn't he stop it? Simple answer was, he didn't know. Feeling the girls small hands roam his chest felt exhilarating.

Soon before he knew it he was panting for air as their connected their lips and sloppily kissed one another. He felt like his lips were being bruised and could already feel Lisa, was that her name? He wasn't quite sure at this point. The blonde girls hands roamed to his belt and fumbled with the latch. Even if he wanted to protest he surly wouldn't have enough time as the female soon had her lips wrapped around him.

Worst thing was he was enjoying it. Jungkook knew he was forgetting something or...someone. However he currently felt like his past self and was enjoying it. People hate change and when you become familiar with certain habits, they become hard to change. At times it can lead to ones self destruction.

Flinging his head back and letting out breathy moans Jungkook was enjoying the moment. That being before he heard a loud banging in m the bedroom door and soon it was slammed open. Not quite caring he simply zipped up his pants as the girl who was just sucking his dick hid behind him.

"Get the fuck up," The blurry figure said sternly.

"Dude just close the door and leave," Jungkook slurred out.

His vision was already, but the stranger standing in a a dark doorway surly didn't help. He hadn't recognized him until he stepped closer into the light.

With a loud scoff Jungkook criticized the intruder, "Yugyeom? The fuck are you doing, if you wanted some we could have shared?"

"What are you even saying! You have a boyfriend Jungkook!" Yugyeom now shouted at the other and his face only displayed pain. He couldn't be angry at Jungkook that was Jimins right, but he was disappointed. Never would he have imagined Jungkook raving over a guy he loved and then the next second throw it all away. Who was he to talk though? It wasn't until recently Yugyeom stopped his drunk fucks and one night stands. Maybe it was after he heard how well Jungkook was doing with Jimin and meeting the boy, he soon became inspired by the pair. That's why he couldn't bare to see Jungkook destroy the light that shined brightly in Jimin.

Hearing Yugyeom took a second as he furrowed his eyebrows to think. It was like a switch that went off in his mind. That's when he knew he fucked up.

"Shit-" Jungkook mumbled before he hurried to get dressed and find his phone.

Lisa at this point left the room to find a new hook up as she disliked the interruptions. Leaving Jungkook to face the realization that he destroyed something he loved.

Yugyeom could see the others realization and felt slightly sorry, but his friend did this to himself.

"I'll give you a ride home, pass me your keys," It was the most he could do. At least give Jungkook a ride home to deal with his shit in silence.

The frantic boy complied and allowed Yugyeom to drive him home and he simply went through his text hoping Jimin wasn't questioning him.

I can't let him know... No i shouldn't lie to him? But it would only hurt him. I just won't do it again, never again.

Fighting himself with guilt filling his heart Jungkook texted Jimin.

Chim💕
Text me when ur home safe

Jungkook
Hey! I'm on my way home... the party was a bust
I would rather have spent time with u :(

Chim 💕
Nothing happened? No crazy girls try to steal my super hot guitar player 🥵

Jungkook
lol ur such a dork
a few crazy fan girls but don't worry i told them i had u...<3

Chim 💕
Wow charming
Make sure to take some medicine so you won't have a hang over

Jungkook
Will do ❤️
also what are you still doing up?

Chim💕
something was bugging me so i just stayed up thinking
i'm going to bed now and so should you

Jungkook
Alright see you tomorrow!

Chim💕
I have some practice.. but we can have lunch :)

You lied to him Jungkook, Jimin is happy right? Who is he to ruin that.

Leaning his head against the car window Jungkook only hoped he could forget the whole situation. He wished he never had gone and most importantly could use a drink right about now.

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Sitting on his bed with his oversized sweatshirt and shorts waiting to go to bed, Jimin whipped his tears. As he texted Jungkook a part of him knew there was some falsehood to his answers, but he couldn't bare the truth right now. He couldn't sleep and stayed up hoping for some sign that Yugyeom was wrong, but getting Jungkooks text at nearly 1 am only fueled his superstition.

Sending his final text Jimin was left in the silence of his thoughts as he looked around his room. This scene felt so familiar. Here he was crying in his room about the not he loves. The world is full of funny jokes like that.

Trust him Jimin!

His mind screamed at him, but his heart was filled with countless excuses. Tired, Jimin went to bed and hoped to wake up to reveal it all was a nightmare.

Sometimes you would rather stay blind than see the monsters that surrounded you.

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Word Count: 1027

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