shifting journal

i'm on a break

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I've been on a break from trying to shift for quite some time now.

I just had my mental health over that.

I am not motivated to do anything these days. Same goes with shifting. I'm working on it though. Starting with things I actually would want to do and then going to the things I'd have to do. Like, for example, I'm learning to skateboard (well, i have a penny board currently. if anyone is good with boards please let me know i need help with deciding dkifsmkx). I started working out again. I get my school work done more than I did. Stuff like that.

Buuuuut, honestly, there's always some motivation when it comes to shifting (for me, i mean). Like, I'll get to hug my favourite characters, I would go home.

I'm definitely staying on this break, maybe even till September. School is being sucky right now, but i want to stay here for other reasons.

This summer will probably be very cool, so I'm not planning on missing any of that either.

It's okay to take a break!

Yes, it's much longer than planned when it comes to me, but it's fine.

One day I'll go home. We all will.

I really hope I didn't write too much nonsense, since I just woke up.

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I love you all.

Stay safe.

Don't overdo yourselves.

- iva xx