Thinking

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Dreams.
Hopes.
Lives
Lovers.

You say it's fine.
We know it's not.
You'll always be mine.
Or maybe not

Scared.
Sick
Nervous.
Nauseous

Will I loose you.
Are you sick of me.
I don't want this to end.
Even though eventually it will.

Hugs
Kisses
Calls
Messages

Our fights
The arguments.
My fault.
You say its yours when it isn't.

The numbness
The love
The sadness.
The sweet talk.

Just waiting.
Waiting for the day you don't care
Just hoping
Hoping I'll be your one.

The sweet has gone
The love still here
The arguing hurts.
Leaves me in tears.

I've hurt you.
Sorry. Doesn't. Cut it
I know that now
I hurt, knowing I've hurt you.

This isn't a love poem
This is my feelings
It hurts seeing your user name
After every argument

My heart shattered.
My own fault..
Ive hurt the one I love
An you say its fine.

Not sure if my feelings.
Hoping im not numb
Knowing I've failed you.
And am not a great partner.

Left without saying
I'm left here thinking.
If you're busy
Or have just left me.

Feelings in the way.
The start of a new day.
Nothing left to say.
I hope you stay.

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