Should I Be Hapoy Rn

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... The question.
Just one question.
Do I deserve to be happy.

The one time I feel like 8 should be hapoy.
Im not..
Missing people.
Crying over them

Over the fact I feel like I'm a disappointment..
That I'm messing up.
One question
Just one.
Shoukd. I be happy rn

I have someone who. Cares
I have friends.
It's a special day..
Yet I dinr feel happy.
Instead.im crying at 2 am.

Why does this happen. I dinr understand why im like this.
Maybe I'm the issue.
The mistake.
The disappointment
The hated.

Feelings...
Oh so many feelings
They make. You happy
Or Jsut sad.
Numb. Or. Not.
Feelings control you. Me. Us.

Feelings make us who we are.
Our past doesn't mean we're. Weak
Crying laughing
Don't let your past define you.
Use your past to get stronger

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