I know they are just a friend,
I know you don't like them.
Its not enough for me,
As i'm left alone.
Forgetting or fully aware,
That you're happy with them
While i'm here alone
Feeling jealous and sad.
Jealousy is cruel. I'm stuck with my green demon
Scared you'll kiss, worried you'll fall for them
Hoping that they don't like you like that.
Wondering if you miss me whie you're with them
I know they are just a friend,
I know you don't like them.
Its not enough for me,
As i'm left alone.
Feeling guilty for my jealousy
They liked you, now i'm worried
Do they still like you the same way?
Not sure if its just my insecurities anymore.
Have I always been this jealous little bitch
Or has it only just showed up now.
You've been gone most the day.
I miss you..
Crying to happier, knowing you're happier without me
Damn it I really truly am just a jealous little bitch.
We argue so much when your friends are around
I guess thats my jealousy or insecurities.
I'm sorry that I argue with you a lot.
I know we argue when you're with friends.
I get paranoid and jealous.
Imtrying not to let it take over.
Unfortunately my green demon is winning
You leave for hours at a time.
I feel forgotten that way.
All I feel is forgotten and alone.
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Heart On Fire
PoetryI wrote poems, I like to write them they may suck but it made me feel like I was being romantic or straight up sweet. After getting harrased by one person and saying my poetry isn't real or that I'd be better in my own language. I write what 8 feel...
