🌸if u don't want to we don't have to🌸

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House: Hufflepuff
Blood status: Pureblood/half blood/muggle born
Year: 5th year
Summary: Y/n and Draco had been dating for a year and a half, and they have been in a very steady and nice relationship, they've had their up's and down's since she was a Hufflepuff and he was Slytherin many questions were raised, but since it's been awhile everyone has gotten used to it but recently Y/n has been stressed with the O.W.L's coming up but Draco wants to have some fun tonight if you know what I mean 👀 let's see what happens...
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Y/n's POV...

Me and Draco are currently sitting in his dorm, since he got to be a prefect this year he has his own dorm (I know that's not real, but neither is Draco so... -_-)

I was reading through the history of magic book wanting to throw it across, the room from the amount of information I have to take in,

Draco crawled onto the bed to me, as he came with some more books from his desk, he looked really tired, to be honest even I was VERY stressed that's why I had been avoiding doing anything explicit with Draco, since, I can't really perform sexually right now I just can't,

But I haven't told him yet, neither about how stressed I have been I am pretty sure he has his own stress on his shoulders, I don't want to dump him with my crap,

He crawled and plopped beside and I knew he wasn't well, so I put the book aside and grabbed his hands,

"How are you holding up, luv?" I asking lightly padding my right thumb on his hand,

"I am sooo done with this-" he whined kicking his legs like a little kid, I let out a chuckle bringing his face to mine,

"Well can I help you with something?" I asked trying my best to make him feel better,

"Well...there is one thing..." he said lifting himself up a bit so that he was still sitting but towered over me a bit,

"I have been missing you a lot" he said as his right hand caressed my left cheek,

"What do you mean? I have been with you all the time?" I asked him confused,

"Oh I know.." he responded smirking, I aM sO cOnFuSeD?!?!

he pulled my face closer and pecked my lips, "It's just *pecks my lips* that we*pecks my lips* haven't done *pecks my lips* anything *pecks my lips* in a while *pecks my lips*"

oh- um I don't know if I wanted to do anything like that, like I said because of all the stress lately it's just hard for me to perform sexually, but then if that's how Draco cops with his stress, I guess...there is no harm,

so I just smiled at him and he took that as a yes, he kissed my cheeks and then he trailed those kisses down to my neck, I brought my hands to his chest wanting to push him away, but then I didn't want to disappoint so I just let him continue, I squeezed my eyes shut and let out a shaky breath,

Draco's POV...

When Y/n flashed me a smile I took that as a yes and kissed her soft cheek, and then trailed them down to her neck wanting nothing but to give her pleasure,

a few seconds later I felt her hands reach up to my chest and I felt a slight push a very light one, but soon her hands went back down, as she let out a shaky breath and I felt her shift in her position uncomfortably,

I pulled my head away from her looking at her face I saw her eyes squeezed shut, I furrowed my brows as she opened her eyes realising that I wasn't on her anymore,

And can't believe I am gonna say this it makes me sound like a bad boyfriend but first time in weeks, I saw how her eyes were tired and if she closed them right now she would fall asleep right there, or how her bags under her eyes were more prominent,

Ugh merlin's beard! what have I done I got so caught up in me I forgot about how she was feeling she asked me everyday how I was, but not once did I ask her how she was and I poured all my problems on her!

"what wrong luv?" she asked pulling me out of thoughts,

"I could ask you the same thing darling?" I questioned back wanting her to open up,

"Luv you are really confusing me...did I do something?" she asked a little more concerned as she held my hands pulling me closer to her,

"Do you even want to do this right now?" I asked calmly indicating her about what we were just going to do,

"Of course luv" she said trying to pull me in for a kiss, I knew she didn't want to do this she was doing it for me!

"Darling...it's ok if you don't want to" I said caressing her face, she looked at me innocently giving me a confused but I knew she would break down I could see through her fake smile,

she finally let a tear roll down her face and broke her smile, she let out a sob and lowered her head,

"I- I am- I am soo- I am so sorry I- I am trying Draco so hard, I just can't I am really sorry" she said breaking down in front of me, I pulled her into a hug kissed her head and said,

"darling there is no need to be sorry alright? if you don't want to we don't have to do you have to tell me, because I never want to put you in a position where you feel forced, ok?" I said calmly continuing kissing her head,

"I am really sorry" she sobbed hugging me tighter,

"hey shh...it's ok..let it out" I said comforting she had been bottling this up for weeks and now it all flooding out of her,

"I luv u darling" I said trying to make her feel better,

she just buried her face further into my chest,

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Thank you for reading!! and I need you to know if you are uncomfortable in a situation speak up, don't let yourself be in that position, I hope you had a good day or have a good day, AND LUV UR SELF BB! CUZ I LUV U!!! Byeeeeee, You look beautiful by the way 😍  💅😌

-A

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