Married Derek cheating with Meredith

Chapter 1

It has been 4 weeks since I've found out Derek had a wife. There's been a lot going on between us. We haven't been talking much, but our eyes are doing them for us. Izzie and George just came home. I opened my bedroom door and went downstairs.

"Hey I-" I said and saw them here

Derek and Addison were in my living room.

"What-" I asked pointing to them

"They're going to Disneyland and we're all going tomorrow. It's better if they stay here tonight" she said

"Yeah okay" I said walking back upstairs

"Meredith" George said

I turned around and looked at them

"Do you want to drink with us" he asked

"In a little bit" I said

"I'll be back" I heard Derek say

"Ok" Addison said kissing his lips

It sent shivers through me. I hated this. I walked back upstairs and went into my room. I grabbed a suitcase. I took some of my clothes and threw them in. I felt tears coming down my eyes. Someone knocked at the door.

"Who is it" I sniffled

"Derek. Can I come in" he asked

"Sure" I said wiping my eyes

He walked in and I kept packing.

"I'll help" he said bending down next to me

He dumped all of my clothes out

"What" I said

"I'm going to fold them because they'll get wrinkled" he said taking one of my shirts

He started folding them.

"Meredith I'm really sorry" he said

"I do miss you" I said

He looked up at me. I saw his eyes tearing up. I looked back down and put my clothes in my suitcase. I got up and grabbed socks, underwear, and bras

"How long are we staying" I asked

"5 days" he said

I grabbed more clothes and threw them at him. He started folding them.

"This is hard for me too" he said tearing up

"How do you think I feel. You had a wife and didn't tell me. I had to find out with her showing up all leggy and fabulous" I said

"I don't know how to do this. I am trying to be the better guy, but I can't" he said zipping my suitcase

He got up and left the room. How can a guy make me feel like this? I started crying. I took deep breaths and got up. I walked downstairs. Music was playing loud and everyone was drinking. Derek was watching me and took a sip of his drink. I walked over to the mini bar and grabbed a tequila shot. I downed it quickly. I took 4 more shots and was a little buzzed. We had to be up early tomorrow for the long drive.

"I'm heading down for the night" I said

"Aww but you just got here" George said

"Ya Mer why don't you stay" Derek said smiling at me

"I'm tired" I said walking to the stairs

I went upstairs and into my bedroom. I shut the door and laid in bed. I went onto my phone and watched YouTube. About 2 hours passed. Derek walked into my room and shut the door. He locked it.