𝗣𝗶𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗨𝗽 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗣𝗶𝗲𝗰𝗲𝘀 ✓

chapter61

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"Jeongguk."

Jeongguk groaned, turning in his sleep. Namjoon softly grabs the younger's arm and moves him to wake him up. Jeongguk groans again, fluttering his eyes open to see the older staring down at him. He widen his eyes and immediately sat up, blinking a bunch of times to clear his vision.

"Namjoon." Jeongguk spoke.

"Jeongguk." Namjoon curled up a smile. "I finally did it."

"D-Did what?"

"I know what to do." Namjoon reaches to grab both of the younger's hands. "I finally finished it."

"Baby," The younger rubbed his eyes. "What time is it?"

"It's four."

"In the morning?"

"It doesn't matter right now." Namjoon got off the bed and stared pulling on the younger's arm. "Get up. I need to show you now."

"Okay, okay." Jeongguk got up from the bed, letting the older pull him out of the room.

Namjoon pulled him towards downstairs and to his bedroom. Jeongguk brow's curled as he detailed the older since he hadn't seen him in a week. Namjoon was wearing a tank top and his sweatpants. He wore glasses and his hair looks damp, oily per-say. It didn't look like he really focused on appearance.

They both got to Namjoon's bedroom, him pulling Jeongguk into the room and quickly closing the door behind him. Namjoon first walked up to the younger, placing his hands on his shoulder with Jeongguk very confused.

"Promise me you won't tell my sister anything."

Jeongguk nods. "I promise. What's going on?"

Namjoon softly smiles, turning around to his whiteboard and took off the sheet that was covering it. Jeongguk widen his eyes. So much writing, sticky notes, highlights..so much of everything. Jeongguk fluttered his eyes and looked at the older.

"This..this is what you were doi—"

"This is it." Namjoon touched the side of the whiteboard. "When I find him, I thought of what to do when I see him and wrote down everything and my thoughts. I'm going to fuck him up so badly."

Jeongguk curls his brows. He was easily seeing something odd about him. Namjoon was blabbering about what he's planning to do about his situation and how his thoughts are going. Namjoon only brought Jeongguk to show him what he's doing. He didn't say anything about them between each other.

"Namjoon." Jeongguk spoke.

Namjoon didn't hear him, continuing to explain and show the words he wrote.
Jeongguk just walks up to the older and softly grabbed his hand, stopping him from explaining what he's doing. Namjoon stopped and looked at him, brows knitted.

"What? Do you not like my plan? I worked really hard on this."

Jeongguk just lowers his head and pulled him into a hug. Namjoon fluttered his eyes, feeling his arms around his waist. Jeongguk hides his face into the older's shoulder, closing his eyes and taking a deep breath. Namjoon felt like he was drifting away.

"I missed you. A lot." Jeongguk quietly says.

Namjoon gulped hard.

Jeongguk lifted his head up and looked at the older. "I'm just..really glad to see you."

Namjoon curled his brows. "Jeongguk."

"I'm sorry. I should have said it another time. I just..I couldn't hold it in anymore that day. I really am sorry. We could just..forget about it for now."

Namjoon fluttered his eyes. "Forget about it?"

"Y..Yeah—"

"Jeongguk, I don't want to forget about it." Namjoon knits his brows.

"Why? I made you worse. It's my fault that I—"

Namjoon grabs the younger's shirt with both of his hands, pressing their lips together.
Jeongguk fluttered his eyes closed, slowly lifting a hand up to the older's waist. I'm so attached to him. Namjoon slowly disconnected their lips, lifting a hand up to the side of the younger's shoulder as he had his head lowered. Jeongguk fluttered his eyes open, curling his brows to see the state he's in.

Namjoon bottom lip quivers. "M-My head hurts." He sniffs. "Everything hurts, Jeongguk." He slowly looks up at him. "I-I'm sorry I didn't say it back, I'm really sorry—it's..m-my past affects me a lot and I-I just..." He closed his eyes tight, lowering his head again. "I..I'm so f-fucked up."

Jeongguk softly lifted up the older's face, carefully taking off his glasses and putting them on the bed. "Namjoon."

"I-I love you. I do love you." Namjoon softly grabs the younger's shoulders. "I really do. I-I'm sorry for not saying it any sooner. I love you. I really mean it."

Jeongguk just stood there. "And I love you."

Namjoon just quivers from the sweet word, pulling him into a hug and hiding his face in the younger's shoulder. Jeongguk pulls him closer, resting his chin on the older's shoulder with a soft sigh escaping his lips in relief.

"I love you." Namjoon says again, whispering it.

Jeongguk curls up a soft smile, caressing his back. "I love you too, Namjoon."

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^definition of what jeongguk
saw but much more on it