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Amnesia (2)

Tw: suicidal thoughts, depression, cursing, drinking problems, self harm, suicide.

Qibli's POV:

It had been 2 months and Winter was back in the friend group.

He was different though. Super nice and caring. That's not Winter. at night I sneak out and drink. I cut my arm. there is a place where my wings cover my arms a little bit.

Perfect.

I miss him so much. I cry and cut and drink.

He thinks I'm his "best friend"

WE WERE FUCKING DATING.

Hell I'm done. With life. FUCKING DONE.

I don't care that I'm drunk. Hell sober me wanted to do this. The only person that knows will be me.

Like a ghost ill be gone.

Soon ill be a ghost.

Should I do it. "right outside JMA, Qibli jumped off a bridge."

That would be weird to hear Tsunami say.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

I screamed.

Why did I scream. It just hurt. EVERYTHING HURT.

But then again the pain will end when I jump. 

I felt my knees lift off the gravel. 

The light wind tracing my back with something comforting.

I sighed.

"hey, future me. um im sorry that I ended your life but have a good little bit of time"

I was about to jump when I heard a familiar 

"STOP" It was Winter, or new Winter  

"what the FUCK do you want" I said venomously

of course I didn't mean to be harsh but I was done with new winter. HE FUCKING BROKE ME. HE DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TO TRY.

"Don't jump."

tears came to my eyes.

"I-i have to. The pain will n-never e-end. so f-fuck off-f I don't want any-anyone to s-see me do
 i-i-it"

"please, just tell me whats wrong" New Winter begged.

"YOU! WE WERE FUCKING DATING, THEN SOME FUCKING BITCH NEARLY KILLED YOU AND YOU LOST YOUR MEMORIE AND I FUCKING LOST YOU, THE ONE I LOVE BUT THATS NOT YOU"

"im sorry but im not him." New Winter said

"Im sorry for yelling and what I'm about to do"

"wai-" 

Then I jumped. I could save myself anytime but I dont want to.

Tears were flowing out of my eyes, 

"Im so sorry"

Then I felt arms wrap around me and Suddenly I slammed into the ground, but I didn't die. 

I opened my eyes and New Winter was on the ground in front of me. 

He saved me

I grabbed him and started flying so jma so he could get healed.

As I was flying I realized that this is the exact same thing that happened before, except I was the cause for the second time.

I rushed into the medic room and they saw bloody Winter and grabbed him away from me and quickly brought him into the emergency room.

I wanted to cry but I had no tears left.

I felt something shake me and I drowsily said 

"whats going on"

I opened my eyes and I saw it was a nurse shaking me

"Winter is ready to be seen"

"its been like 1 minute"

"its been 3 hours you fell asleep"

"oh"

I followed the nurse

Winter was sitting in the bed, just like last time.

I felt myself start to shake and I swallowed back the tears.

"'sup sand snorter. Im just wonder whats going on, I just blinked and I was in this hospital room."

Winter was back.

WINTER WAS BACK

I ran up to the hospital bed and hugged him, I looked him in the eyes and we kissed. I felt mentally restored, like I could actually feel ok.

TIME SKIP

It's been 2 weeks and I'm so happy , life is so good.

I love life and whats in it

I closed my eyes resting my head on Winters shoulder

Moons POV:

Qibli's been in a coma for 2 months now, We're all sad including Winter, or "new winter" as Qibli called him. New Winter felt like it was his fault for Qibli commiting suicide. But y'know it's not. It's that guy in prison's fault.

I'm visiting him today to let him know what he did.

as I flew to the prison I found myself blank, like I'm not feeling sad, or happy, or anxious or anything. I just feel blank.

I arrived and requested to talk to the guy that had been arrested 5 months ago for assaulting a guy named winter.

"why do you want to talk to him?" the guard asked

"The guy he hit got amnesia, lost his memory. His boyfriend recently committed suicide. Just want to let him know what he did." the guard looked shocked

"right this way miss"

He led me to a cell with a skywing inside.

"yell if anything bad happens" the guard said

"why do you want to talk to me?" the skywing asked

"know that guy that you tried to kill" I asked

"yeah" the skywing responded

"well his boyfriend committed suicide because of you. you've don't so much damage that I think Turtle is going to kill himself to. FUCK YOU" I said

The skywing looked horrified

"I-i didn't know it would do that much damage" the skywing said

"well it fucking did."

Sad ending I know

But this is to prove that if you kill  yourself then people will miss you. trust me someone will

Ily guys, you matter

cya