(A/n besties I'm running out of things to name my chapters 😫👏)
⚠️‼️self harm‼️⚠️
-Killua POV-
I was worried. Extremely worried about Gon. Last time we saw him he was hurt. He had wounds that couldn't have been self inflicted. His once bright and full of life hazel eyes had changed, they seemed vacant and dull with a touch of hurt. I'm so bad at trying to communicate with others that I managed to make him leave. I was in a fit of rage because he wouldn't tell who hurt him. I called him selfish and a bitch and he went silent. He just got up and left with little words.
-Gon POV-
I waddled myself up to the bathroom with a razor blade I had pulled from a pencil sharpener. Currently my dad wasn't home. That meant no one to point out my flaws and Correct me. I sighed pressing the blade against different areas on my skin. I pushed on the skin till it broke and released a small wave of blood. This made me feel better. I knew I was correcting myself. My phone, which had been laying next to me flashed on. More notifications from Killua. This time I opened them.
Cat boy: hey r u doing alright
Green bean: yea why
Cat boy: I just wanted to know if u wanted to meet up again
Green bean: sure how does 2 :30 at sia la luce sound?
Cat boy: Great!! See u then
I got offline and kept abusing my wrists. This continued until I felt was enough. By then it was about 1:55. I pulled on a sweater and made my way to the small Italian restaurant. Killua wasn't there yet. I got us a table and Killua finally showed up. He had a small frog stuffed animal tucked under his arm. He ran over and handed me the frog looking away. I cocked my head to get a look at his face. He was blushing madly and sat down across from me. The green haired waiter brought us our drinks and Killua started ordering his food. Once done he looked at me. I thought about how disappointed my dad would be if I gained weight. I decided not to get anything. Killua had concern on his face once the waiter left. He offered to split food with me but I declined.
~after they eat bc I can't do eating scenes~
Once again, like last time it came time to part. I gave him a small kiss on the cheek and walked home. The moment I got there I threw my shoes off and cuddled the small frog stuffed animal. I put it neatly on my bed and went to sleep. Only to be woke. Up at 2:00am to a party again.
A/n I'm tryin to get chapters out as fast as possible. Please vote for my story <3 But also shoutout to breasiag714
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It's not your fault
FanfictionGon moves in with his father. Ging starts abusing gon verbally and physically. He hides the truth until his friends start noticing strange occurrences with him when they meet up. Can he survive the living hell of torture and mental degradation? Or...
