It's not your fault

Help from the outside

-Leorio POV-

Killua had gone somewhere. He didn't tell anyone where though. When he came back he had anger, sadness, and bloodlust strewn across his face.  He looked at me and said in a whispering tone "l-look" he pulled out his phone and showed me a few pictures. Gon getting hit, burnt, and raped. Killua had a video too. I watched and heard gons heart-breaking cries followed by Killuas slamming and banging on the glass.

Even though the noises from inside were muffled I could hear audible pops and saw gons hips dislocating from his legs. He screamed for help and Killua kept trying to break the glass. By this point Killuas hands were bleeding and so was Gon. But Gon looked like he was bleeding from everywhere. It pooled around his body as ging kept raping him.

The video ended when ging walked off and Gon slumped into a ball. Killua was audibly crying on the video and sniffling. And then it cut off.  Killua put his phone down and stared at the ground. I put my hand on his shoulder when I heard him choke back cries. "I-I couldn't help him. What kind of friend am I? He helps me live and I can't even help him at all. He probably hates me." He said failing to hold back him agonizing wails. I pulled him into a hug as he cried more, wetting my shirt. "Can you show pika those things?" I asked patting his back.

He nodded and hurried off towards Kurapikas room. I gulped knowing that it wouldn't go well.
A few minutes I heard a slap and a shrill scream from Killua. "WHY DIDN'T YOU FUCKING HELP HIM?" Kurapika screamed at Killua as he pulled Killua out of the room. Killua sat there getting dragged with empty eyes. He muttered "I tried." And started just breaking down.

"I TRIED, OK? I KNOW HOW TERRIBLE I AM. HE'S THE ONLY ONE WHO'LL FORGIVE ME." He screamed and ran to his room slamming the door. Kurapika looked down with watery scarlet eyes and let his bangs fall over them. I pulled him closer and hugged him. He sniffled into my chest
As I rubbed his back, attempting to calm him down. He looked up at me, his pretty face stained by tears. 

  "D-does he hate me now?" He asked while his eyes dropped more tears. "Of course not  sunshine." I said softly. "Everyones tension has been high since all of this started so you guys probably needed to blow off some steam. Just go talk to him, ok?" I kissed his forehead and he walked off to clean his face.

I sat down and noticed Killua had sent the photos and videos of Gon. I looked them over multiple times and each time got more and more pissed. I heard kurapika open Killuas door and scream.
I ran over and saw kurapika on his knees in killuas doorway. I looked into the room to see what happened. Killua was limp, hanging from the roof by his neck. I ran over to him. I pulled out my knife and began cutting him down. His body fell into my arms as I ripped the rope from his neck. I lifted his sleeve to check his pulse and saw cuts. So many cuts in one area. I just ignored them and checked his pulse. Weak, but still there.  I felt around his neck. It wasn't broken. He's just lacking oxygen.

Killua finally opened his eyes looking dazed and kurapika tackled him into a hug. "I-I'm sorry." He wailed out. "I can't lose anyone else. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." He hugged Killua tighter. Killua buried his face into Kurapikas shirt and cried. Slowly Killua fell asleep then kurapika. I put them on Killuas bed and left them alone. I collapsed onto the couch and fell asleep

-Gon POV-

After I had cleaned myself, also scrubbing away skin some of my wounds hadn't clotted and where still bleeding. Blood was running off my legs into a puddle as I bit my lip and closed my eyes. I pushes on my upper-leg forcing it back into socket with another pop. I put the other one back in and got up, bracing myself on the counter. I flinched from the pain and limped out of the bathroom. My dad was sitting on the couch with multiple girls. The girls all looked rich. Some stared at me and my tattered clothes and body. I slowly made my way down to the basement aka my room. Once I got halfway down the stairs I lost balance and fell.

After recovering from that I decided to change my clothes. The only thing that wasn't ruined was an outfit of Killuas. I decided on that to sleep. I stripped and looked at myself in the mirror. I was  hideous. I had just cleaned myself but I felt disgusting. I put on the clothes that had a faint scent of Killua on them. The clothes were baggy and the sleeves too long but I didn't mind. I remembered that I was still wearing the cast Leorio put on me when I first came to my dads house. I pulled out a knife and cut it off revealing my twisted leg, the bones probably hadn't grown in right. I groaned and snuggled into my bed
And Killua's clothes

I woke up to my dad clamping something around my ankle. I sat up and took a look at it. A tracking device that needs a key to be took off. He looked at me and said "make me and the girls dinner, Now." I got up and hobbled to the kitchen. I pulled up a recipe to began cooking. As I was doing so I heard  my dad say "you can do anything to that bitch in the kitchen." While I was  setting a pot to boil on the stove I heard a girl enter.

She came up behind me and started touching me. I tried backing away but received a fork in my eye. I yelped and she sadistically said "now, keep cooking and also let me continue." I went back to the stove as my eye created a pool of blood on the floor. After I had served the food I ran to the bathroom to look for my blade. Instead I found a small first aid kit. I dragged it down to my room and patched myself up. I couldn't see out of my injured eye so I decided to cover it with gauze.

I felt bored and looked through the basement. I came across a phone. I was so happy. I turned it on and immediately started messaging Killua

Green bean: hey it's me again I'm sorry for what u saw ur probably disgusted with me
Cat boy: wait wait it's ok Gon I'll love I forever but please come live with us
Green bean: I can't my dad put a tracker on my ankle
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Cat boy: oh well can u send pictures of ur injuries so me and Leorio can come help u

Green bean:
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Cat boy: oh shit me and Leorio will be by ur fence in fifteen minutes
Green bean: ok ^-^

I sat on my bed remembering I was still in killuas clothes. I just didn't care anymore. After 13 minutes had passed I slid myself Into the backyard and over to the fence. I watched Killua Leorio and kurapika emerge over the top. Leorio pulled gloves on and began disinfecting wounds while Killua embraced me tightly. "I missed you." I said almost crying. Kurapika worked with Leorio bandaging cuts after they were disinfected. They pulled up my shirt up and stared.

My ribs were sticking through my skin and my chest was covered in bruises and cuts.  They sighed and continued helping me. Once they finished they hugged me simultaneously. I pulled myself close against them. This felt so good. I never wanted to leave the warmth. It felt safe. Eventually I heard voices inside questioning my disappearance and knew I had to go back.

We all said out goodbyes and a bag was handed to me. I ran back to my room at began looking through the bag. Food, some of Killuas clothes, and first aid equipment . I smiled a little as my dad screamed my name signaling me to come. I ran to them and was grabbed. All the girls there which was about 12 held me down. I didn't know what was going to happen so I choked back my tears.1