ANIDITA: ZIMMEDARI YA KUCH AUR (OS, short story 18+)

LETTER 2

Are Are Puri Kahani To Sun Lo.
Said Bondita And All The Children Settled Back At Their Places.

Main Chup Chap Baith Ke Ro Rahi Thi Aur Sab Chijen Yad A Rahi Thi Ki Kaise Buri Didi Ne Hamen Alag Karne Ki Koshish Ki, Kyon Sab Mujhse Nafrat Karte The, Kyon Main Is Ghar Mein Kisi Ko Pasand Nahin Thi. Jo Sawal Bachpan Se Mere Man Mein The Unke Jawab Mil Gaye The Mujhe.
Lekin Kehte Hain Na Ki Hamesha Aankhon Dekha Sach Nahin Hota Vaise Hi Vah Bhi Sach Nahin Tha. Mujhe Laga Ki Pati Babu AJ Bhi Buri Didi Se Pyar Karte Hain. Lekin Mujhe Nahin Pata Tha Ki Jo Main Dekh Rahi Hoon Vah Sirf Aadha Sach Hai. Agar Use Din Jald-Baazi Na Ki Hoti Toh Aaj Voh Yahaan Hote. Main Apne Rone Mein Itna Vyast Thi Ki Mujhe Pata Hi Nahin Chala Ki Kab Vo Mere Piche Aakar Khade Ho Gaye. Unhone Mujhe Awaz Di Jaise Hi Main Piche Mudi Unhone Mere Ansoo Dekhte Hi Gale Laga Liya. Lekin Mai Bhi Paagal Thi Mujhe Kya Pata Thi Ki Voh Akhri Baar Gale Laga Rahe Hai, Maine Bhi Unhe Dhakka Maar Diya. Unho Ne Jab Mujhse Poochha Ki Kya Baat Hai To Maine Bhi Kah Diya Ki Aap Mujhse Pyar Nahin Karte Aap Saudamini Didi Se Pyar Karte Ho. Sare Patra Sara Saman Un Par Phek Diya. Unhone Mujhe Rokne Ki Koshish Ki Lekin Us Waqt Koi Nahin Rok Paya Mujhe. Hamari Awaaz Sunkar Sabhi Ghar Wale Aa Gaye. Janti Hun Kisi Ko Bhi Achcha Nahin Laga Tha Mujhe Us Halat Mein Dekh Kar Lekin Mera Dhyan Us Waqt Sirf Aur Sirf Pati Babu Par Tha. Kaka Sasur Ji Ne Mujhe Kaha Beta Ek Bar Beith Kar Baat Suljha Lete Hain Jab Tum Sach Jano Gi Toh Khud Samajh Jaaogi. Vaise Bhi Aisi Halat Mein Jyada Gussa Nahin Karte. Use Waqt Mujhe Itna Gussa Aa Raha Tha Ki Sab Log Mere Ko Chhodkar Pati Babu Ka Sath De Rahe Hain. Main Bina Kuchh Bole Apne Kamre Mein A Gai Aur Darvaja Band Kar Liya. Sab Log Bahar Darvaje Khat-Khata Rahe The Ki Main Darvaja Kholo Lekin Main Apna Saman Bandh Rahi Thi Kyunki Meri Thakurma Kehti Thi Ki Jahan Samman Nahin Vahan Jana Nahi. Apna Sara Saman Bandh Ke Jab Maine Darvaja Khola Toh Sab Mujh Per Gussa Karne Lage Ki Aise Kaise Darvaja Band Kar Sakti Hun Main Lekin Kisi Ne Bhi Mera Saman Nahin Dekha. Batuk Ne Jaise Mere Hath Mein Bag Dekhe Toh Mujhse Kehne Laga Aise Kaise Aap Ghar Chhod Kar Ja Sakti Ho Baudi. FIR Sab Log Mujhe Samjhane Lage Lekin Maine Bhi Nahin Samjha Bahut Roka Sab Ne Kaha Ki Ek Bar Sach To Sun Lo Lekin Barrister Sahiba Kuchh Sunne Ke Mood Mein Nahin Thi. Tum Logon Ko Pata Hai Tumhare Dadaji Ne Mere Samne Hath Bhi Jode Kaha Ki Bus Ek Bar Unki Baat Sun Lo. Kaka Sasurji Sasurji Sab Ne Mujhe Kaha Ki Main Aise Nahin Ja Sakti To Maine Bhi Kah Diya Ki Main Yahan Aise Bhi Nahin Reh Sakti Jahan Mere Hi Pati Babu Kisi Aur Se Pyar Karte Ho. Jab Main Ghar Se Bahar Nikali To Pati Babu Mere Piche Piche A Rahe The. Bahut Der Tak Unhone Mera Picha Kiya. Jab Mai Pareshaan Hoke Ruki Aur Pichi Mudi Toh Mere Saamne Haath Jod Ke Khade Ho Gaye Aur Kehne Lage Ki"Bondita Ek Baar Baat Snlo Tumhaara Iss Haalat Mein Jaana Theek Nahi Hai, Agar Tumhe Meri Baat Samajh Na Aye Toh Fir Chahe Chali Jaana" Maine Kaha"Nahi Patibbabu Aaj Apne Sirf Mjhe Hi Nahi Balki Mere Bache Ko Bhi Dhoka Diya Hai, Kya Kahungi Mai Usse Ki Uske Baba Kisi Aur Se Pyaar Karte The Aur Tumhaari Maa Se Unhone Shaadi Ki Jiska Unke Liye Koimol Hi Nahi Tha". Unhone Kaha"Nahi Bondita Voh Sb Purani Baate Hai Ab Toh Tum Hi Mere Jeene Ki Vajah Ho, Tumhare Kaaran Hi Ye Anirudh Roy Chaudhary Jinda Hai, Tum Ho Toh Iss Dil Ki Dhadkane Chal Rahi Hai". Maine Kaha"Jaiye, Jaiye Patibabu Ye Apke Jo Jhoote Shabd Aur Tark Hai Na Inhe Kisi Aur Par Chalaiyega Mere Upar Ye Sab Nahi Chalne Wala Hai, Bachpan Se Sochti Thi Ki Kyo Aap Mujhe Mana Karte The Ki Mai Apki Patni Nahi Hoon. Aaj Samajh Aaya Aur Yeh Jo Bacha Hai Na Mere Pait Mein Yeh Humare Pyaar Ki Nahi Balki Uss Dhoke Ki Nishani Hai Jo Ki Aapne Mujhe Diya Hai, Nahi Nahi Dhoka Nahi Zimmedari Hai. Lekin Aap Chinta Mat Kijiye Mai Iss Bache Ko Zimmedari Ke Naam Pe Nahi Balki Pyaar Aur Rishte Ke Naam Pe Palungi Kyoki Mujhe Pyaar Aur Zimmedari Ka Fark Ache Se Pata Hai!". Na Jaane Uss Vakt Gusse Mein Kitna Kuch Suna Diya Maine Unhe Lekin Unhone Ek Shabd Bhi Nahi Kaha Aaj Bhi Sochti Hoon Ki Agar Uss Vakt Mujhe Chup Kara Dete Toh Aaj Hum Dono Sath Mein Baate Karte, Uss Vakt Agar Kuch Keh Dete Toh Aaj Bahut Kuch Keh Paate.

Fir Kya Hua Thakurma?

Asked The Girl.

Bata Rahi Hu Beta Itni Utsukta Achi Nahi Hai. Fir Unhone Mujhse Kaha Ki"Chalo Bondita Ghar Chalte Hai Vahaan Pe Jaake Saari Galat Femli Door Ho Jaegi" Unhone Mera Haath Pakda Aur Mujhe Leke Jaane Lage Lekin Maine Unka Haath Chod Diya Agar Pata Hota Na Ki Akhri Baar Unhone Haath Pakda Tha Toh Itni Majbooti Se Pakadti Ki Kabhi Nahi Chod Pate."Kya Hua Bondita Bas Ek Baar Ghar Chalo Vahaan Pe Sab Bahut Pareshaan Ho Rahe Hai Ki Kahaan Reh Gayi Ho Tum. Tumhe Apne Ksj Pe Toh Bharosa Hai Na Voh Hi Tumhe Bataenge Ki Kya Sach Hai Aur Kya Jhoot." Maine Kaha "Nahi Raha Ab Mujhe Ksj Pe Bharosa Agar Unhe Sach Pata Tha Toh Mujhe Pehle Bataya Kyo Nahi? Kyo Nahi Bataya Ki Jis Ladki Ko Unhone Roy Chaudharyo Ki Badi Bahu Banaya Tha Uss Ladki Ki Aukat Toh Vahaan Ki Naukarani Banne Ki Bhi Nahi Thi". Voh Jor Se Chillaye"Kya Bole Jaa Rai Ho Tum Hosh Mein Toh Ho Na, Are Tum Toh Unki Sabse Pyaari Bahu Ho Teeno Bahuo Mein Se Voh Sabse Zyaada Tumse Pyaar Karte Hai! Are Aaj Tak Jis Admi Ne Kisi Ki Ek Naa Suni Usne Tumhare Kehne Pe Apni Chai Mein Cheeni Ki Jagah Gud Lena Shuru Kar Diya, Tum Toh Unhe Apna Pita Manti Ho Na Toh Apne Pita Se Bhi Bharosa Uth Gaya Tumhara?" Maine Kaha"Haan Uth Gaya Bharosa, Uth Gaya Bharosa Unn Sab Se Jinko Pehle Se Sach Pata Tha Ki Mere Pati Kissi Aur Se Prem Karte Hai. Are Aap Ek Baar Kehte Toh Ki Bondita Mai Kisi Aur Se Prem Karta Hoon Mai Khushi Khushi Apko Chod Deti Aur Kar Lete Aap Usse Vivaah Lekin Aapne Na Sirf Meri Balki Mere Bache Ki Bhi Zindagi Kharab Kardi. Ek Patni Aapko Maaff Kar Sakti Hai Lekin Ek Maa Kabhi Nahi Maaf Karegi". Mai Bhi Paagal Hoon Na Jis Bache Aur Bivi Ko Unhone Apni Jaan Se Jyada Pyaar Kiya Usi Biwi Bache Ke Naam Pe Unhe Itna Sunaya. Maine Apna Bag Uthaya Aur Chal Padi Station Ki Taraf. Unhone Abh Bhi Mera Peecha Nahi Choda Tha Aa Rahe The Peeche Peeche Mere Lekin Ek Dam Se Unhone Mera Haath Keecha Aur Mera Balance Bigda, Mai Girte Girte Bachi Lekin Jab Maine Peeche Dekha Toh Maano Meri Poori Duniya Hi Toot Gayi Ho. Ek Gaadi Aa Rahi Thi Jo Ki Mujhse Takrane Waali Thi Unhone Mujhe Toh Kheech Liya Aur Mai Bach Gayi Lekin Mere Jeene Ki Vajaah Uss Din Chin Gayi. Mai Jab Unke Paas Gayi Toh Voh Apni Akhri Saans Le Rahe The. Mai Neeche Baithi Aur Unka Sir Apni God Mein Rakha. Unhone Mera Hath Pakda Aur Muskurate Hue Bole"Bhale Hi Mai Nahi Rahunga Humare Bete Ko Dekhne Ke Liye Lekin Uska Naam Anirbaan Rakhna Aur Yeh Zaroor Kehna Ki Uske Baba Usse Bahut Pyaar Karte The. Bondita Shayad Sach Mai Tumhe Naa Bata Pau Lekin Jab Ghar Jaogi Toh Kaka Sach Zaroor Bateynge Tumhe." Mere Toh Jaise Praan Hi Nikal Gaye Yeh Shabd Sun Ke."Nahi Pati Babu Aap Aise Mat Boliye Hum Hospital Jayenge Abhi Dekhna Aap Bilkul Theek Ho Jaoge" Voh Muskuraye Aur Mere Gaal Pe Haath Rakh Ke Kehte Hai Shayad Iss Janam Mein Humara Sah Yahin Tak Tha Bondita Lekin Yaad Rakhna Mai Humesha Tumhare Sath Hoon Mere Jaane Se Koi Fark Nahi Padna Chahiye Tumhe Humar Sapna Poora Karna Hai Is Desh Ko Azaad Karwaana Hai, Ghar Pe Sab Ko Sambhalna Hai Tumhe. Ab Mere Jaane Ka Samay Ho Gaya Hai Ek Baat Yaad Rakhna Ki Yeh Anirudh Roy Chaudhary Ne Sirf Ek Hi Insaan Se Sachi Mohabbat Ki Thi Voh Hai Sirf Or Sirf Bondita Anirudh Roy Chaudhary." Itna Kehte Hue Unki Ankhe Humesha Ke Liye Band Ho Gayi, Meri Ankh Mein Ansoo Jaise Jam Se Gaye The, Sab Kuch Tham Gaya Tha, Unka Khoon Bhara Sar Meri God Mein Tha Jisse Mai Dekh Rahi Thi, Unke Chehre Pe Ekk Hasi Thi Aur Unki Ankhe Band Thi, Haath Mere Hath Mein Tha Lekin Unka Sath Mere Paas Nahi Tha. Tabhi Ek Baarish Ki Boond Humare Hath Pe Padi, Maine Upar Dekha Toh Baarish Hone Waali Thi Saawan Ki Pehli Baarish. Hui Thi Baarish Us Raat Baarish Hui, Lekin Unhone Apna Vaada Tod Diya, Vaada Kiya Tha Unhone Ki Har Mausam Ki Pehli Baarish Mein Hum Saath Bhigenge Lekin Vahaan Sirf Mai Thi Kyoki Mere Patibabu Toh Mujhe Humesha Ke Liye Yahaan Chodke Chale Gaye. Unhe Lagta Tha Ki Unke Jaane Ke Baad Koi Badlaav Nahi Ayega Lekin Unhe Ye Nahi Pata Tha Ki Jo Badlaav Unke Jaane Se Meri Jindagi Mein Aaya Hai Uss Badlaav Ka Dukh Mai Nah Seh Paa Rahi Hoon. Uss Badlav Se Mujhe Maut Bhali Lagti Hai. Nahi Lagta Vo Badlaav Acha Jahaan Sirf Unki Yaaden Hai Vo Nahi, Jahaan Sirf Unka Naam Hai Unke Naam Ka Sindoor Nahi, Jahaan Sirf Mai Hoon Voh Nahi!!

In The Last Few Paragraphs, Tears Were Flowing From My Eyes As I Was Not Able To Control Them. So This Was The Last Part Of This Os Series. I Am Really Very Sorry That You All Have To Wait For a Long. I Will Try To Update The Next One As Soon As Possible So Give Me Ideas About It. I Will Try To Fulfil Your Wishes And Please Check Out My Other Series. Zyada Nahi Likh Paungi Kyoki Rona Aa Rha Hai.

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