i used to think we could be something, i used to hope, used to believe
i figured you might give me a chance
i know the idea of a girl liking you made you uncomfortable, that probably made it easier for you to leave, didn't it?
it didnt hurt me when the others left, i figured eventually theyd realize i was no asset to them, i had no purpose or role in are group
i just brought everyone down, i never meant to i just did
ive been told all my life i was 'negative Nelly' all i ever did and all i have ever done is bring people down
i know its okay
i know people leave
im not easy to like
im a very difficult person to deal with
thank you for putting up with me for so long
- i wish you realized how i needed you
YOU ARE READING
This is all too much
Randomthis is me venting but also trying to be aesthetic so i dont cringe as hard when i reread what i used to feel like and who i used to be i hope that if you read this it might help you not feel alone or just have comfort knowing others are struggling...
