remember the day you told me you might like girls and i literally screamed
i was so excited
i had 'stolen' one of your rings that day
i pretended and wore it like a wedding ring
you came over for a sleepover that night
you gave me another one, cause you had matching ones
we held hands that night as maybe more than friends
i thought about asking if i could kiss you but i thought better of myself
this was a pretty new (and confused) revelation
but i really wanted to
to be completley honest i still do
i found those rings today
now my emotions are fucked
but its back to pretending im fine
there one of the only actual things that are yours/remind me of you
i still have all my eighth grade memories
ill get over you one day
hopefully soon
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Randomthis is me venting but also trying to be aesthetic so i dont cringe as hard when i reread what i used to feel like and who i used to be i hope that if you read this it might help you not feel alone or just have comfort knowing others are struggling...