can't escape || mattia polibio

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Julia pov
6 months later

it's been 6 months and i have gotten a lot closer to mattia and his friends, their really nice people when you get to know them, i felt safe around them even though i knew who they actually were, they were like family to me

we gotten into arguments but nothing more then that, i currently live with them since they didn't want me living alone

"we'll be back" kairi said before putting on his shoes followed by the boys, mattia walked up to me

"we have a mission to do, the guards are coming along, you'll be ok alone for the night, right" mattia asked. i narrowed my eyes for a second

"i'll be fine yeah" i said nodding my head, mattia smiled taking out a gun and handing it to me

"just in case" mattia said followed by a smile, he turned to look at the boys "call us if anything" he finished as the boys nodded, i laughed taking the gun and setting it down on the table

"ok ok you'll be late" i said pointing towards the door

they all said their goodbyes before leaving, once the door closed it went silent, no noise, no sound, no movements, it felt weird yet they just left

i sigh looking around the house, it was big making it very silent, i looked back at the door, it was empty, the guards left so there was no one or nothing

i walked to the kitchen to get myself a drink, this was gonna be a long night

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the door bang as i rubbed my eyes checking the clock, it was mid night, i got up from the couch grabbing the gun from the table and putting it on my back pocket in case if necessary

i walked towards the door, i opened the door right after, my eyes traveled up to the person eyes

miles

i bit the inside of my cheeks about to close the door again but he stopped it with his hand making me roll my eyes, he smirked as he made his way inside, he basically invited himself in as i stood there doing nothing

"what are you doing here?" i asked almost immediately pointing towards the door for him to leave "get out" i quietly said

"you know you don't want me to" miles replied, a smirked formed on his face as he walked up to me

"this isn't my house, get out miles" i said opening the front door again for him to walk out but he just narrowed his eyes keeping his eyes on me "didn't we break up for a reason?" i question as he laughed

"no" he said, i looked over at him "i want you back" he said without hesitation, almost like he meant it

and with everything i had i wish i was able to say i didn't want him and that 6 months helped me move on, it wasn't enough for me to ever stop loving this guy, i wasn't able to face him when i knew i'll fall in love with him all over again

at least that's what i thought

"mattia doesn't have the things i have" miles said, only anger grew over me now, the fact that he even mentioned mattia and tried to compared himself with him

"he never betrayed me" i snapped as miles laughed

"not yet" miles said. he walked up to me even closer "it's a matter of fact mattia abandons you one day and you'll come crawling back to me" miles smirked

i frowned my eyes

"get out" i said as he shrugged and without having to think twice i pulled out the gun aiming it towards him "leave" i said only making him laugh right in my face

"oh how i miss this side of you" miles said as his thump rubbed against my thigh, i looked down, and before looking back up i felt him snatch the gun and turn me around "but it's too bad you chose the wrong person to be with" he mumbled right by my ear

"you haven't moved on, have you?" i said only making him turn me around to face him

"and you have?" he questioned, i didn't know what to say because even myself didn't know "that's what i thought" he smirked before walking away and throwing the gun on the floor "i'll be waiting for you soon" and with that he finally left leaving me alone again

with no words to say

at this point i didn't even know if love was real anymore, when miles was around, i felt happy and he really made me believe he was the one

but when mattia's around, i feel safe, i feel more then just happy, sometimes i feel like we're more then just friends, but i can't answer that for myself

not yet