Code Love

🤍ONE: Welcome back to Hell🤍

You think your life's bad? Awe nah shit!

My life is the meaning of terrible and bad luck. I wish I could wipe my memory, I don't want to remember anything.

I'm Nicole, hi. And my life's a train wreck.

My hair is dark like black. It's a resemblance of space. I have dark ocean eyes. They used to be as bright as the ocean. But the ocean is only that bright where innocence occurs. When the soft waves crash on the sand. It's relaxing.

However as you delve deeper into the ocean, it's darker. Most of the ocean is unknown.

That's like me. I started off bright as a child, I had no hidden secrets. I was 7 years old when I began delving into a deep depression and my eyes darkened due to my life being unknown to others. They'd have to be brave to delve deep into my ocean of truth...

Getting up for hell, I mean school, I realise how hard it's going to be going back. I look upon the picture of me and my late-best friend, Honey.

Why did this happen to me. "Nicky!! Are you ready?!" Mother asks. "Hang on Amber!! Almost!" I sigh. Listening to my mothers chuckle makes me happy. I just wish I could listen to my actual mother's laugh.

I haven't been open about what happened to my family because it's my fault. My mother, my father, my brother and my golden retriever, Kiev.

I know, the name is amazing!

But anyways, as I rush downstairs I bump into my mother. Yea I'm adopted...

If you'd guessed. My adopted-mothers name is Amber, my adopted fathers name is Nathan, my brothers name is Jordan, and my other brothers name is Micheal. Then my little sister who is the youngest, is called Lily.

"You hungry?" She asks. "Yeah." I pant. "I'll just grab a few cereal bars"

My mother has golden blonde hair which I'm so jealous of because it's so pretty. Her eyes are golden brown, even without the sunlight, you can spot them like flashlights. They're so pretty. She's perfect.

She has a high spirit and she's always smiling.
She's a doctor at the hospital so that's good.

My father in the other hand has dark black hair, it's always made up and styled. His eyes are as blue as the sky, Amber always gets lost in them. You can see what the weather would be just with his eyes!

My father works in an large office as a manager, he earns quite a bit of money.

My brother Jordan has a strawberry blonde painted look with his hair, you can see streaks of black from his father but mainly from his mother. Jordan is my age 18, we're in the same year, he's a few months older and I'm closer to him than any of my other siblings.

Micheal has a brownish blondish hair colour that reflects the sun. He is 14 and his eyes are sea green. He is very open minded, you wouldn't want to change him.

And my little sister is only 5, she has bright blonde hair from mother, her eyes from father and her high spirit from all of us. Well not me obviously.

But anyways, I pick Lily up in my arms as she giggles. A bright little smile on her face. "Are you school?" She asks handing me her little teddy bear that I got her. I place her onto her feet. "Yes baby, I have to go I'm sorry. First day back to school." I hand her back her teddy and turn her around so I can tie her hair up.

She has her first day back as well. "Hair tie?" I ask. A small pink hair tie is planted in my hand. Smiling, I fasten her hair up, spinning her around. Quickly, I pick her up again. Her giggle is cute, I love listening to it.