Just a friend to you (tommyinntxreader)

confession?

hi

i felt like writing so here i am

9.9k is fricken pogger guys like thank you so much and you dont now how much you mean to me <333

the header image is also pog

credits to the artist

this chapter is fluffy because im sexy and awesome and sexy so yeah

anyway um this is the chapter ig

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y/n pov

that was it, I needed to leave now, it was the only way to ensure there safety. it was what I had to do, it was the right choice. if i slip away quickly no one will notice right?

" where are you going y/n?" i hear a familiar voice call out from the hallway. it was tommy.

" oh urm just on a walk" i reply scratching the back of my head nervously.

" oh then ill come with you, it late at night and it dangerous for anybody to be out late at night by themselves" tommy replied

" no really it fine"

" i insist" tommy exclaimed, in a posh accent

" also y/n who were you on the phone with?" tommy questioned

" oh no one important" i replied

" oh um, okay" tommy replied, i could tell that he was still suspicious though. but at the moment that wasn't the problem, the problem was that tommy wanted to go to the park with you. 

time skip

me and tommy had finally reached the park after creeping out of the house trying not to wake anyone up. we walked up an hill and sat on the grass, the same place we had sat just yesterday. 

i looked at my phone, it was 3:07am  which means i had 23 minutes till noah would show up, somehow i had to get tommy to leave but without me, which would be hard since he was always looking out for me in some way or another.

then tommy started to talk, dragging me out of my thoughts

"so is this a normal thing for you? wake up and answer a phone call from someone 'not important' then randomly leave the house at 3am in the morning to on a walk in the park by yourself?" tommy asked with a mostly joking tone, although i could tell he was curious of my answer.

" haha no of course its isn't" i started " its not like i do this daily" i said glossing over the part of the not important phone call.

tommy seem to be satisficed with my answer. and with a smirk he replied,

" well then i guess your just lucky that i you were so loud and woke me up and that I was a big man and said i would walk with you"

his response cause you to chuckle and say

" yeah i guess i was lucky."

tommy seemed kind of shocked with your answer, as we usually joked around with each other but I was being more serious and he seemed to take note of that.

i looked up at the moon as it shone bright and tall in the sky the glow hit tommys face as he my way capturing his face a a moon light way.

i looked away from tommy as i laid down backwards on the grass and he followed suit. 

" i was really lucky," i began and he turned to face me

" i was really lucky that i got to meet you and all the rest of the smp, to be honest it still doesn't feel fair, i am just me and yet a got to meet you and everyone else just because i moved away from home, its still surprises me every time i wake up that this all happened so fast, it hard to wrap my head around it all" i said, quietly

" you got it backwards, im the one who is lucky to have meet you, after all all i did was say hello because i heard that there was a new neighbor moving in next door to me, it kind of shocked me because the house next to mine had been empty since i had moved in so i thought i might as well greet the new neighbor and then t turned out to be you and i couldn't have lucked out more i mean as soon as i met you I thought you where so cool and that we needed to be friends, i mean i was so happy when you agreed to come over instead of think that i was some creepy dude. then when you came over i had the time of my life it felt as though the world froze and it was just me and you hanging out, it was great" tommy said

i was taken it back by what he had said, i mean usually tommy was all funny and joking around but it seemed as though  he was serious about what he was saying

"i felt the same" was all i could muster to reply with as i was still processing what he had just said.

suddenly i felt tommy grip my hand, i was shocked i mean why was he doing that, like i didn't not like it or anything i was just confused. tommy seemed to notice me freeze up and asked 

" is this okay?"

" yeah" i said sounding unconfident

" you sure? i don't want to make you uncomfortable." tommy said

" no, its fine its just.." i trailed off

" its jus what?" tommy asked sort of confusedly

" its just that no ones here so don't force yourself  to act all like we are dating, I mean you don't have to" I said. tommy seemed  kind of taken it back at what  I had said but he soon replied with, 

" oh y/n i know that no ones around, but that doesn't bother me, i mean what I'm trying to say is i'm not just doing this to be your pretend boyfriend" tommy said

i was completely shocked and i sat back up and so did he but before i could say anything he asked something that really surprised me.

" hey y/n can i ask you something?" tommy said 

" um sure" i said still trying to process what just happened

" can i kiss you?" he asked

my whole body froze, i thought for a second that my mind must be playing tricks on me, he didn't just say that right? it was just my imagination right? wrong, because i saw tommys eyes looking back into mine awaiting an answer.

" i- um well i mean ok" i said 

" great!" tommy replied  and he turned to face me more and put a hand on my cheek.

oh god this is really happening

oh no

why did i say yes this is going to ruin our friends ship

but soon i felt the contact between my and his lips, it was different to the other people i'd kissed, it felt special and warm. he had really soft lips that i felt as i eventually kissed him back. it felt like what i was doing was right, it made sense, but as soon as i started to think that i felt nervousness swallow me, and i thought about how what I was doing was wrong.

i pulled away before tommy had intended the kiss to end, but when i looked at him my nerves seemed to melt away, tommy was good at doing that. he looked really happy and then started to speak 

" your a really good kisser y/n" tommy said which I could tell made me blush as i felt my cheek heat up tommy continued speaking

" i only wish i could have lasted longer" it was the one millionth time that i had been surprised tonight by what tommy has said or done so i kept my reaction more at bay then before.

" w-what do you mean?" i asked him

" well y/n i was wondering if you would, well, go out with me, but like for real?" he said

my blush intensified as he awaited me reply with the same look from before

"well um okay sure" i said.

i hope i wont regret this. 

hey i hoped you liked the chapter and sorry if it moved to fast i just felt as though nothing was going on between y/n and tommy so i speed up to process so sorry if you didn't like it.

i hope you have a great day and stay safe

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