Love is Pain (Forth&Beam)

Unbearable Pain 2

No matter how much beam intends to be strong in his heart but as soon as he stepped on the doorstep of the Kongthanan mansion he felt as if life is coming out of his legs.

His heart started pounding with fear but he tried to control himself because he could not weaken at this point after making such a big decision for his mother's happiness.

"Lets go beamie" Miss jane gently took beam's hand and pulled him inside the mansion

The happiness on her face was beyond description, it seemed like happiness is dripping from every pores of her face

Beam started walking behind her with lifeless foot

Miss jane stopped in the middle of the lounge and started looking around for Pha with impatient eyes.

Beam stepped back and stood to a side a little farther away

She impatiently looked around for a while but there was no sign of Pha. She looked back at Mr Kongthanan.There was a little fear and panic in her eyes

"Where is my son?" Miss jane asked Mr Konthanan impatiently.

But before Mr kongthanan could answer, the sound of someone's footsteps came from the stairs, Miss jane quickly looked back at stairs

Pha was coming down the stairs with his eyes fixed on Miss jane

"Mama" Pha said in almost whisper and ran down the stairs and hugged Miss jane tightly

"Mama Where did you go......hic.... Why did you leave me....hic..... I searched for you a lot but... hic.... but I didn't find you anywhere" Pha brust into tears and started complaining like a small kid

Miss jane also tightly wrapped her arms around him  "Sorry plea.... please forgive..... your mother na" Miss jane managed to say with great difficulty while crying

Mr Kongthanin bowed his head in embarrassment and wiped the tears from his eyes, Because he was the man who separated the mother and son, He was responsible for the suffering of his wife and two children

"Mama I.... hic.... missed you alot....hic....please mama..... Please don't leave me again" Pha said in tears and sobs

"Mama will never go anywhere again..... Mama will never leave Phana again.....please dont cry na" Miss jane broke hug and lifted Pha's head and showered his face with kisses

"Please don't cry" Miss Jane wiped his tears

Pha slightly nodded with moist eyes and hugged his mother again and began to cry again

"Please .... don't cry na" Miss jane said in teary voice ,she was telling Pha to be quiet but she herself was crying like a child

They were trying to be quite but tears were not ready to stop

They hugged and cried for a long time and Suddenly Miss jane remembered about beam. Miss jane tried to break hug but Pha did not let her break hug and wrapped his arms around her more tightly

Miss jane smiled at him and wrapped her arms around him again

"Your Noung has also come to see you. Won't you meet him?" Miss Jane lovingly caressed Pha's head in hug and said in gentle voice

"Bea... beam?" Pha broke hug and parted from his mother with a strong jerk and looked at his mother with wide eyes

"Hmmm beamie" mother said with slight smile and looked at beam who was standing quietly in a corner away from them

Pha turned around and looked in the direction his mother was looking

Pha's heart stopped beating to see beam. Tears and pain in his eyes were replaced by fear. Now there was deep fear in his eyes instead of tears and pain. He started looking at beam with stoned frightened eyes . It was as if he had seen an angel of death

Beam's condition was no different from Pha's. Many storms were also rising inside him

"Why are you standing there beamie? Come here" mother said in soft voice with a beautiful smile on her face.

Beam slightly nodded and took small steps towards them. he was feeling as if someone had tied something on his foot weighing several tons.

Bitter memories of Pha were swirling in beam's mind like a movie, how he was tearing off his clothes and what brutality was in his eyes at that time.

beam's heart was shaking like a dry leaf but he had to be strong for his mother and thanks to his bitter past that had teached him how to control his emotions in the type of nerve breaking situations

Beam stood at a distance away from them and started looking at his mother

"Why are you looking at me, wai to your Phi" mother said with beautiful smile. There was a type of happiness in her eyes which only could understand the mother who had suffered 20 years for her child

"Sawatdee khrap Ph..........Ph- Phi" beam's heart was pounding with pain, only he knew that how hard it was to say those words.

Pha staggered two steps back to hear beam's word but grabbed the sofa firmly. His legs became numb. There was tears, pain, fear, regret and many other emotions in his eyes at a time

All his life he had wanted to hear that word "Phi" from his younger brother, he emotionally suffered a lot for the day.  But today, when his brother called him "Phi", his heart was bursting with fear and pain. His heart was longing for either the earth to split open and for him to sink into it, or for the sky to fall upon him and he to be buried beneath it because he couldn't face beam.

"S...sor" pha tried hard to move his trembling tongue to apologize but all someone could see was the movement of his trembling lips. No word was coming out from his mouth.

When no word came out of his trembling tongue after much effort, his shaking body fell to the ground with a loud voice, He sat on the ground on his knees and brust into tears

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