Love is Pain (Forth&Beam)

First encounter

Mr Kongthanin looked inside the room through the door glass

Beam was sitting on the bed, looking down at his hands

In his hand was a petal of a red rose that he had probably broken from the bouquet which was placed on the side table

Beam was looking at the petal  and was playing with it with his fingers

His face was pale and it looked as if there was not a drop of blood in his body

There were dark circles under his eyes

It looked like if he had been sick for centuries and had not slept for many nights

His body looked so weak that it looked like a dry leaf that could fall at any moment.

There was no expression on his face. He was sitting quietly, playing with the petal with his fingers.

Mr Kongthanin did not dare to go inside but he could not stop outside

Mr Kongthanin took a deep breath and slowly opened the door and entered in the room

Hearing the sound of the door opening, beam was frightened and looked at the door. The flower petal fell down on the ground from his hand,

There was panic and fear on his face

Beam clenched his fist tightly on the bed sheet and looked at Mr Kongthanin with frightened eyes

Mr Kongthanin took small steps and went to beam.

Mr Kongthanin picked up  the rose petal from the ground and stood near his bed.

"Do you like roses?" Mr Kongthanin sat down next to him and asked softly

"I didn't do anything wrong with wayo..... I won't do anything wrong again......... please  Forgive me........" Beam ignored his question and said in a frightened tone

"I know you didn't do anything...... You don't have to be afraid..." Mr Kongthanin got upset to see beam's nervous face. He did not want to spoil beam's health by talking to him about Forth or Pha

"Please you tell Pha that I did nothing....... He is your son and he will listen to you.....I didn't do anything with Wayo...... please don't punish me........" Beam said in scared voice ,A tear came out of beam's eye and fell  down on his hand.

His body started  trembling in fear,He was rubbing both his hands in fear.

"No one can touch you......Please don't be afraid.....I am with you...... "Mr Kongthanin sat closer to him and wrapped his trembling body in his arms and hugged him tightly

After hugging his son for the first time, Mr Kongthanin didn't know if he should be happy or if he should burst into tears.

His son was hugging him. Mr Kongthanin wanted the time to stop here But the next moment when he saw his son's body is trembling in fear and he is in pain, Mr Kongthanin prayed that the time would end as soon as possible

Because his son was in pain, How he could be selfish, how could he pray that the time would stop?

Tears started falling down from beam's eyes nonstop

Mr Kongthanin felt as if his heart would burst with pain to see beam's tears

Beam's little body was trembling in his arms, Mr Kongthanin hugged him tighter to console him

Mr Kongthanin who had been holding back his tears for so long,his tears  were not ready to hold back anymore

Seeing his son in distress, Mr Kongthanin's patience was broken and silent tears began to fall from his eyes.

There was a sense of  love or beam was tired of dealing with the pain alone that when he got a sympathetic shoulder, He kept his head on it and kept crying for a long time

Mr Kongthanin let him cry......he didn't stop him so that his heart would lighten and with him, he himself kept shedding silent tears

After crying for a long time, when beam realized that the person sitting in front of him, who was hugging him, was also crying,beam raised his head and looked at him.

"Why are you crying .......please don't  cry.... if pha and sir forth knows i have made you cry they will be very angry with me....... Please don't cry......." beam wiped the tears from his eyes and looked at Mr Kongthanin and said  in worried voice

"They both have been arrested by the police....... You don't have to be afraid of them anymore.......I am with you... they can't even touch you while I'm here......." Mr Kongthanin said in soft voice and wiped his eyes

"His son is in jail and why is he sitting next to me instead of helping his son?" Beam thought and looked at Mr  Kongthanin in surprise when he heard the news of his son's arrest.

Beam had thousands of questions in his eyes but he didn't ask any questions and kept looking at Mr Kongthanin silently

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