Love is Pain (Forth&Beam)

Pain and Regret

Pha was sitting on the hospital bench in front of ICU

His whole body was sweating in cold weather

His soul was trembling

His hair was scattered and his eyes were swollen

His eyes were red like blood because of crying, it looked like blood would come out of his eyes anytime

His legs were shaking and he was taking breathes haphazardly

Sometimes he cut his nails with his teeth and sometimes insert his nails into the skin of his hand
He was peeling off his own skin with his nails

He was looking like a mental patient who is hurting himself silently

A number of wounds had became on his hands that were bleeding but pha was lost in his thoughts without feeling any pain. He was just feeling pain in his heart

Lam park wayo and forth were standing there ,they all were sad

Forth's inner love and true feelings for beam were not ready to hide anymore

Forth  didn't want  to talk to pha and others had no dare to ask pha anything

No one knew the truth.no one knew that what is pha's relationship with beam.

Pha didn't tell anything to anyone

Wayo's heart was shedding tears of blood to see his p pha in such condition ,he was worried for beam too. every falling tear of wayo was praying for p pha and beam

Its seemed like pha have became a mental patient

Forth's condition was also not good from pha

He was walking in front of ICU anxiously ,didn't know since when tears were falling from his eyes.his eyes were swollen too

He didn't know that beam is pha baby brother

Forth didn't know that if he love beam or not,he only knew that if anything happened to beam he would die too

Forth's heart was crying and praying for beam

His heart was begging from God beam's life

His heart was hurting like hell

He wanted to burn the whole universe

He wanted to kill his best friend pha who was the reason of this situation

Forth looked at pha angirly , he did not understand whether to scream at pha or to cry out loud

He didn't understand whether he should kill pha or give a painful death to himself

He looked at pha again with hatred and turned his face to other side and wiped his tears

He was sacred ,he  didn't want to lose beam

He had realised the  importance of beam in his life

He was feeling like someone have stabbed a sharp glass knife in his heart

Tears again started falling from his eyes

After a while doctor came out from ICU,forth quickly went to the doctor. Lam park and wayo started looking at the doctor with hopeful eyes