Love is Pain (Forth&Beam)

Fears

(The first time they found out that Mr Kongthanin had a second son. At that time they did not know beam's name, which is why Pha choose the name "baby prince" for his baby brother and they all started calling him "baby prince" with love
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Beam had been awake for 24 hours

During this time, the doctors did not allow anyone to see Beam

Doctors monitored Beam for 24 hours and took his various test

Everything seemed to be fine, but according to the doctors, he still had the fear of Forth in his mind. Therefore, the doctors advised them not to mention anything about forth or his bitter past in front of him.

Mr Kongthanin was anxious to see his son. The doctors allowed him to go in but he was reluctant to go in.

He did not know how to tell Beam who he was

Should he tell him right away that he is his father?

Even if he tells him that he is his father, what will he say to him where he has been for so long?

What will he say about why he left him and his mother?

Why didn't he visit him once in 18 years?

And the biggest thing he was afraid of was how Beam would react when he found out that Phana, who was responsible for his present condition and all miseries, was his eldest son.

Will he give him the status of his father even after knowing this?

He may even forgive him for being pha's father, but will he forgive him for the 18 painful years that he and his mother have gone through?

Thousands of questions were circulating in Mr Kongthanin mind

Mr Kongthanin was very close to getting his baby prince back but he was still far from getting his heart

He did not want to lose him again

He had never met Beam. He had only seen Beam's face when he was unconscious in ICU

He knew nothing more about him than his appearance

He had no memories of Beam's life

He had missed everything connected with Beam's childhood

"How could Beam have taken the first step when he first learned to walk?" Mr Kongthanin looked at the ward door and thought

"What would he have said for the first time when he started speaking?"

"Did he ever say Pa (father)?"

"When he was tortured, would he have called my name for help?"Mr Kongthanin's eyes started getting teary but he controlled himself because he didn't want to welcome his baby prince with teary eyes

"He must have hated me a lot..."

"Or he may not even consider me worthy to hate me?"

How unlucky father I am,I had never even heard my baby prince's voice

"Will he talk to me ?........Will he give me the honor of being his father??" Mr Kongthanin looked at the ward door and in desperation he took a step back

He didn't have courage to go in and face beam

"Go and see your son" Mr David put his hand on Mr Kongthanin's shoulder and stopped his footsteps.

Mr Kongthanin looked back at Mr David and  Mrs David and shook his head in denial,There was a deep sadness in his aged eyes

"You have been waiting for this day for so many years. Now that day has come, so why aren't you going inside?. Go inside...." Mr David said in slow voice

"I can't go in. My baby prince will hate me very much" Mr Kongthanin said in broken voice

"This will not happen......I know Our baby prince is not well. And he may react negatively at first but he will never hate his father....... He needs more love and adoption at this time" Mrs David said and tried to convince him

" Yes she  is right, beam is broken from inside .....at this time he needs more love and affection.......he needs his parent's love. We have to reconnect  his scattered existence with our love.....you are his father....he will never hate you" Mr David said in gentle voice

"Are you telling the truth.......will he not hate me?" Mr Kongthanin said in sad voice

"Do you doubt the power of love? And especially do you doubt the true love of parents?" Mrs David said  in gentle voice and smiled to ease the tension in the troubled environment

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