"This is your room, go and take a rest" Mr Kongthanin said softly and looked at Beam with loving eyes.
Beam nodded slowly without saying anything and opened the door of the room and entered the room
Beam shut the door and stood near the door and looked around the room
It was a very large and beautiful room that was very sophisticated and luxuriously decorated, it looked like a palace room
The room was decorated in a combination of sky blue and white. These two soft colors were making the room look very soft and humble as clouds. The room had white paint on its large, wide walls with very beautiful royal blue silk curtains on the glass windows. There were real royal blue roses in the vases of the room which was giving the soft decoration a royal look
On one side of the room was a large bed with a soft sky blue bed sheet. There were many white bears on it, with a big white rabbit bear in the middle.
In short, The entire room was decorated with a combination of sky blue and white with royal blue curtains and roses.
Sky Blue or royal blue was never Beam's favorite colors but he found it very attractive today
Beam put his bag on the bed. He took out his shirts and walked towards the closet
When he opened the closet door, a box fell down at his feet,which was beautifully packed
Beam bent down and picked up the box and looked at it upside down
There was a mini card on the box
Beam opened the card and saw something written inside " happy 14th birthday baby prince. Another year has passed but we have not been able to find you yet. we miss you so much and love you so so much.I hope you like this gift too"
"22 july 2017"
Beam closed the card and looked at the closet.
There were many other small and large gift type boxes of different sizes in the closet, which were beautifully packed. But their packing was old and rotten.The packing of some of the gift was torn from the edges.
There was also a very old bouquet with the gifts, There were no petals in any of the roses of the bouquet except for two or three petals. Time had also made these three patels so old that they had turned brown.Don't know what color of bouquet it used to be.
Beam was looking at the gifts blankly. Out of all these expensive packings, one packing looked very simple. but the gift was a little lower
Beam inadvertently pulled the gift out of the closet. It was packed with a white card on which various flowers and rabbits were drawn by hand.It drawing was as if a small child had drawn it. The white paper had turned dusty white and the packing was also in poor condition. It looked like it was packed years ago. The gift also had a card that looked like it was made by hand
Beam opend the card .It was written in the handwriting of a small child " baby prince happy 7th birthday, I know You will love this gift. I brought this gift for you from America The American company has made only one the type of Aeroplane model and it is the only one in the whole world. I am also want to play with it very badly but I saved it for you. Please come quickly then we will both play together with it"
"22 july 2010"
Beam didn't consider himself part of the family from the beginning, but don't know why his eyes got moist.
Knock knock!!
Beam was looking at the writing on the card when he heard a knock on the door
Beam quickly wiped his eyes and looked back
Mr Kongthanin and two servants were standing near the door inside the room. Mr Kongthanin was holding the food tray despite the two servants standing
Mr Kongthanin signaled the servants to leave and put the tray on the table
"Have the lunch, After asking your mother about your favourite food, everything is cooked accordingly" Mr Kongthanin said while pouring water from the jug into the glass. his voice was slow, soft and full of love
"You don't have to bring me food, I'll go out and eat myself when I'm hungry. And I like and prefer street food" Beam said, there was slight rudeness in his voice because he didn't want sympathy and favor from any of them
"Street food is not good for your health.If you do not eat the food made by us, then go to the kitchen and prepare it yourself, but you will not eat street food because your health is not completely good yet." Mr Kongthanin said with soft smile while looking at Beam with loving eyes.
"Hmm" Dont know for which part beam agreed, He just hmmmed to end the conversation because he didn't want to prolong it unnecessarily
Mr Kongthanin looked at the gift in Beam's hand and went to him
"We didn't know what day your birthday was.We first found out about you on July 22, so we made that day your birthday.We celebrated your birthday every year on july 22 in the hope that next year you will be with us on your birthday." there was a slight smile on Mr Kongthanin face, a smile of regret and pain.
"Pha spent the whole night decorating this gift in your hand. He was eleven years old at the time. He decorated it with his own hands" Mr Kongthanin looked at the gift. There were sweet and painfull memories of the past in his eyes
Beam was looking at him silently
These all are your birthday gifts,Although many of them may not be of any use to you now because you have grown up now" Mr Kongthanin shook the memories of the past and looked at Beam with smile
"I don't think anything in this room has anything to do with me or belong to me" Beam put the gift in the closet and closed the cupboard door
"Hmm" Mr Kongthanin hmmed in silence and looked around with aged eyes to avoid eyes contact and hide the pain and moisture of his eyes
"Did you talk to my mother about me moving out of the country?" Beam asked
"No, she was a little worried for Pha, so I thought I'd talk to her later" Mr Kongthanin covered the glass of water and said in gentle voice
"I hope you will keep your words and will not back down and you will persuade my mother to let me move out of the country" Beam said while looking at Mr Kongthanin face
"I will not back down"Mr Kongthanin said in low pitch
"I am leaving this food here, remember to eat later" Mr Kongthanin said without looking at Beam and went out of the room
He didn't want to let him go but he couldn't force him to stay because he knew that he needed the time
He could only pray in his heart that one day Beam would be able to forgive them
But he did not know when that day would come in their life and whether that day would come or not.
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Love is Pain (Forth&Beam)
FanfictionThis is a heavy angst story. the story focussed on struggle of Beam to save himself from his obsessive, abusive boyfriend Forth. To the outside world Forth was suave and charming , At home he was a different person
