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TW: Mention of Cutting
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Tommy's POV:
I woke up next to Ranboo. The tall boy was sleeping peacefully. I couldn't help but be envious of him. He had a perfect life with the perfect friends. I mean, he hangs out with Tubbo all the time! The fans all love him and he never gets any hate because, well, who could ever hate someone like him! Even though I am a jerk towards him, he still cares about me and considers me a friend. Maybe, If I acted more like him, people would like me more..
I feel him stir. I decide that I like the feeling of protection from being next to him too much to get up. I pretend to be asleep as he opens his eyes. I hear him shuffle around and sit up. He makes a 'aww' noise at me and hugs me closer. He defiantly thinks I'm still asleep because, with how awkward he is, he would never do this if he knew I was awake. We stay like this for an hour more before I decide I should get up. I yawn and pull myself into a sitting position. Ranboo stiffens and I look over at him. He unwrapped his arms from me. I whined and forced his arms back around me in a comforting hug. He stayed stiff for a moment before quietly laughing. "Shut up Ranboob.." I mumbled. "Your gonna pay for this when 'm up."
~ Later ~
I untangled myself from the hug I was trapped in and walked over to the bathroom. I washed up before opening the door. When I did, Ranboo was outside with a worried expression. I gave him a quizzical look. "O-oh, sorry.. I thought you were going to.." He trailed off. I realized he was worried that I would cut.. "Don't worry Ran.. I won't.." I looked down at my feet. Then I stumbled my way down stairs and grabbed an apple. Can't act suspicious. Today is the day and I can't have them hovering over me..
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Life or Death - Tommyinnit Angst
FanfictionIn which a meetup will spell life or death for a young streamer. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- TW: Blood, Cutting, Depression, Suicidal Thoughts, Suicidal Intention, P...
