Just like everybeing ends I will also end someday. Just like in every beings , life it is written for them to meet their soulmate. I will also meet mine someday. But what should I do? I don't know if this is fate or my test? The fact is I can't say no! I can't. I don't want them to get hurt! If it is decided then it is. If this is it! Then it'll be. I am going to get married even though it's not a forced one but the decision isn't in my hands. I am going to accept it all and let it be. Maybe it will bring me happiness in many ways. But my last hope is talking to hadi . Mamie did told me that I , we are going to stay for some days. She insisted so much and my mum also agreed. These women wants to go to shoping that's why I am going to stay here for somdays or maybe till marriage if I want. But I won't give a second chance to my escape from here.
Gathering all the thoughts I went to his room. I knocked at the door but no one answered. I knocked several times but no one still answered . Accepting the defeat I turned around to leave but then a thought crossed my mind. What if I don't get a chance to talk to him later? What if he goes to some other city due to work? So many possibilities! So I guess it is now! I have to talk about it. Even though my heart was racing like a bunny. He always makes my heart beat go wild. It wasn't like this before All of that happened to me . Or maybe even more before than that!
I held the door knob and took a deep breath. I have to talk about it!
I gave one last try and then turned the door knob. I peeked into his room and there was no one! I entered and decided to wait for a while. I was playing with my nails to waist some time. I heared a door clicked but it was no other door than the restroom door. It happened too fast and there stood hadi with all his might only in his boxers. I couldn't help but stare . He has grewed quite of muscles. His shoulders broad and his six abes in view. I didn't know he was hiding soo much muscles under a shirt. I didn't realized I was staring at him. I couldn't form anywords. Should I leave? No I have to talk. But what to say? May be! I should let him talk first. I was thinking as my eyes met his. His black eyes showed so many emotions as lovers eyes does. Adorance was clear in his eyes but then he smirked. Ugh! I shoyld have left. Now see what situation you have gotten yourself into haya! My brain mocked me.
"I...I .." I kept on stuttering. It was a little intimidating. No words found there way to my tongue. My voice lost in it's ways. O come on haya! Say something .
He raised a brow at me looking more cute. Not being able to form words I immediately ran to my room. I don't know why I did it but I just did! Keeping my hands on my face. I could feel my self burning, heat was creeping up my body, and my heart was running a marathon. It was beating so fast that I couldn't control it. I could actually hear it beating like someone is drumming on my heart. Not realizing that someone was in front of me. I bumped into none other than mahad.
He backed away a little bit.
"Woa!! I felt like a bull just hit me" he said sarcastically and looked at me.
"You have grown quite strong hay... wait! Why are you so red" he said looking amazed as he examined my face.
"No I am not!" I almost yelled into his face and bumped into my door. Closing the door I fell on my bed. Still covering my face. No, No!! What was that? I asked my self as I put my hand on my heart to stop it from running a race. Will my heart also lose like the rabbit lost the race with the turtle. But I am not prouding my self neither I am saying down to anyone. what am I even saying? Ugh!! Like seriously.
I kept my hand on my heart as I got falsh backs of what just happened. I felt butterflies flying in my stomach.
Relax haya! It was just a coincidence! But what did I just said to him! Ugh! It's too embarrassing. What would he be thinking about my behaviour! Wait, how would I face him? Ooo! I just screwed everything. First don't think much about this. Whatever happened will be seen afterwards. All I have to do is just worry about this stupid marriage. I let my calming ghost come out and relax me. But it wasn't working. But I guess it will!
Hadi's pov
I was taking a long shower to calm my muscles. These elders actually want us together. Okay! I accept it. I will marry her and it's okay. No worries. I will just keep cool. I can't say no so I am going to accept her.
After relaxing my self letting the warm water be the relaxing soul for me. I opened the door . Only to see none other than haya sitting on my bed side. She immediately got up and stared at me. Like a three year old get caught while eating something that is forbidden by his mum. I know I am handsome as being complimented by so many girls. I have been asked out so many times but no girl got my interest. But now I was feeling weird feelings in me.
I could see her uneasiness and I could say that she didn't expect to meet my like this. She was shocked more like couldn't find words. Well I also enjoyed it and waited for her to talk first. Our eyes met and I could see through her. Her beautiful eyes got me again. The more I hate to make contact with her eyes because it makes me want to go and embrace her the more I love to stare in them. They are just so mesmerizing. Like someone lost in woods, in a forest where little birds sing melody along with those animals that are like friends of hers. And when she smile with those eyes it looks like she is running in the jungle and is so happy to be there. I never realized this before buy now, she had grown much beautifully.
Silence between love birds as they find their souls in each other's eyes!
She tried to talk something "I...I.." she was extremely red at this point. This was all she said and the next moment she covered her face and ran from my room. Like what? Did I looked like a ghost?
I wasn't going to eat her or something. But she covering her face like this was so attractive. She looked so samn cute !! She shouldn't act like this in front of others beacuse I don't want anyone to eye her. She actually is the cutest girl I have ever seen!
I just stood there thinking why would she come in my room and wait! Didn't I locked my room. I did locked it. I wore my clothes first and checked my door lock. Damn it!! It's jammed. Howcome I didn't double checked it. The door actually wasn't locked as I thought it was. I put some oil into it and checked it. It moved just then I was about to put the oil back, Entered mahad into my room.
"Hey dude!" Spoke mahad.
"Hey!" I replied plainly.
"Did aomething happened?"He asked and I looked at him confused.
"What do you mean?"
"Did haya just went through here?" He said. What does it have to do with haya? I thought. Was it about earlier? I thought at her running away as I smirked. She didn't know what to do back then? I could feel it. Not that she is too exposive but I can tell with the way she ran away.
"Yes but why do you ask?" I said raising a brow at him
"No wonder! She looked so red and confused" woah! Means she wasn't like this in front of me . What was she thinking? Does she? Is she inter-? No way! That's stupid. Even if she does I don't care. My love for her died a long time ago!
"Hmm? Why would she be red? That's weird!" I spoke like nothing happened.
"Did something happened between you two! Not that I am interested. But you both seem to be in love. That's why mamie and auntie looked into this decision. Just a man to man talk!" He said hoping to find some answer. What the hell is he saying?
"Nothing happen between us! And stupid who told you I am in love?" I said raising my voice and getting annoyed.
"It's so obvious." How is it obvious? When I am not. May be he is psycho.
"No I am not in love you are day dreaming!" I spoke defying my self.
"Accept it or not! You are!!" He said and left. Leaving me there with my own thoughts.
One minute ago I was saying my love for her died and now I am saying that she'll take her place back in my heart. That's why I hate such feelings. They just makes you being covered in problems and nothing. Not just problem but fucking confusions also! If I look into this..I should let my experty out in realizing my feelings.
Looks like she is again going to take her place in my heart. No other girl does! But she is getting in my heart. I can get things easily, But this! I don't know if I actually am in or not.
Let's just go and talk to her. First thing why would she come to my room? Maybe she came to talk about something. I smirked thinking about all of this. Just wait haya! I am coming to talk to you!
She is actually the cause of all these confusions and stupid feelings.
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THE DESTINY BELIEVER (a muslim love story)
Romance"Go you are free" he spoke. As if it was no deal. Taking my chance I ran to the door but was pulled back as my back hit the wall badly. "You think you can leave that fast?" Her life has turned into hell but that person is not written for her someone...
