I'm not going to be some fucking Hazel Grace

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Songs for this chapter is and please listen to them In this order..

-All of the stars
-Perfect Two
-I am Stronger
-I'm just a kid
-Amnisa

Star's POV

When we arrived at Will's place he took my bag to my room....

"So, Star what have you been up too the past years?" Bee asked

"Where do I start, well....

Flashback~

Luke just told me that I will be put in a foster home..

I started to cry and scream at him stuff like
"I KNEW THAT I WAS WORTHLESS AND THAT YOU DIDNT CARE"
Then I started to cry harder....

"C'mon I'm not going to send you across the world" he shrugged

"Well where will I live then?" I sassed him
"Sweden" he mumbled
"I can hear you, speak up"

"SWEDEN" he screamed
I didn't say anything I just cried.....

Flashback #2

I've been in Sweden for 5 months it's not that bad most people are nice, I stated a new YouTube channel and delete all my accounts and created new ones.

I started to talk to this guy called Will, he has a YouTube channel and he plays minecraft so he asked me to record whit him so I said yes and that's the start of my channel...

Flashback #3

I've been depressed lately and my mum (I call her mum because she's always there for me and believes in my YouTube channel)

She brought me to a hospital:
"So I see here that she's been cutting and starved her self is that correct?" The doctor asked

"Well yes, I still do but I'm trying to stop" I said

"That good but I thing you should se a support group for yo-" he couldn't even finish the sentence before I screamed
"IM NOT NOT GOING TO BE SOME FUCKING HAZEL GRACE IF THAT WHAT YOU WAN-"
"Star" my mum said
"IF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT I DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU ANYMORE SO JUST GO AND FUCK YOURSELVE"

"Mum I can't do this I can talk to Will if I need to and I'm home all the time please"
"And why aren't you in school?" The doctor asks

"Because I'm not Swedish if you haven't noticed..." I said

"Okay than but I'll give you some antidepressants pills and hopefully you'll feel better" he said whit a smile them he told us to wait so he could get the pills
i broke down and stated to cry..

"Baby girl what's up" mum asked

"I'm so glad I'm whit you my real mum didn't give a peck about me" I said while crying
"It's okay" she said as she hugged me

Flashbacks Over~

When I was done telling the guys what happened in my life I stood up and walked to my room.

I walked into my room I closed the door I leaned my back on the door and slid down to the floor I put my hand over my mouth and started to hyperventilate....

Will's POV
(Listen to perfect two)

Star told us about her past and when she was done she walked to her room, I stood up,

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