The Musical Feast

Chapter 18

Jungkook pov,
'I never wanted to hurt her but she is hurt because of me I think she don't like  me that's why she was angry on me actually it's my fault to kiss her like that without her permission but I really couldn't control myself that day and I also know it is illegal to be in relationship with student I didn't wanted to cry but her words made me tear up I am not pervert never my intentions where pervert towards other girls I had feelings for her I don't want to spend my night crying as I have to do lot of decoration work for fest ' I thought to myself while running down the street. I went home and took shower and my eyes still red thinking about how much she hates me. I sat on my desk working on list of performances ignoring the incident happened before when my maid entered the room
"Sir dinner is ready please have it"
"No thankyou but I do not feel like eating today"
"Ok sir but please eat if you change your mind or it will affect your health"
"Don't worry about me I am fine"
"But you don't look fine"
"Can you give me some space please" I requested her politely
"Oh I am extremely sorry sir I will go now"
And she left the room
I started to work ignoring the food I didn't want to waste it but also don't want to eat it.

Y/n pov,
I went back home thinking about my words and realizing how wrong I was 'he respect girls and he is not pervert also he came to comfort me on first day when I went to park for crying he is such a pure soul and I am the only one to always hurt him. I hate myself for this but why did he kissed me ? Did he have feelings for me no no I am thinking so much why he will like me he is very handsome and talented and his voice is so beautiful and I am completely opposite to it. But maybe I have started falling for him I know he deserves better but atleast I want to apologize for thinking wrong about him, what if he started hating me' I thought this as tears continously falling from my eyes
"Y/n daughter come for dinner"
"No mom you proceed today I don't feel like eating"
"Are you sure"
"Yes mom"
"Are you ok your voice sounds different today"
"I am fine mom"
And I saw guitar on table and took it and started to play remembering all lessons which he taught us during class.
First time I tried playing it and let all my emotions flow with the music also tears continously , i played it whole night and played 'love is gone' song while tearing up whole night , I didn't sleep because only one I was thinking about and that is Mr.Jeon Jungkook.