long time no see

missing him extra

*half way into 11th grade cause nothing much happened jsut a normal school year*

it's been months since i've seen jack and today i was missing him a little northern normal. me and micheal broke up a couple months ago. i wasn't really sad because he couldn't compare to jack. me and jack haven't talked since i left quinn has been busy with hockey since he was drafted to the canucks. over summer and luke got a girlfriend so he still talks to me his girlfriend doesn't like it but like told her i was a sister so 🤷🏻‍♀️. we facetimed last night and i cried....... a lot. emma has been the only one from keeping me room going 6feet deep in my backyard rn. jack is supposedly gonna be drafted this summer but i can't go cause i have softball camp all summer. i'll watch on my phone tho. i was driving to school and my favorite song came on. risk it all by the vamps

you just know
sometimes you feel it in your bones
though we've heard that hearts can still be wrong
sometimes telling me that your the one

i just know
even if i had a heart of stone
you can make it bleed all on your own
you can break it but i hope you won't

i'd burn it down i'd light i up for you
for you i'd risk it all
i'd rather crash id rather crawl
then never have your love at all
with only bricks to break my fall

stand your ground
win or lose i gotta see this out
go ahead i'll let you watch me drown
it takes more than this to kick me down

i'd give it in i'd give it up
for you i'd risk it all

i'd rather crash i'd rather crawl
then never have your love at all
with only bricks to break my fall
for you i'd risk it all

come on just do it
you put me through this
come on just do it
you put my through this
come on just do it
you put me through this

i'd burn it down if light it up
i'd take the way i'm strong enough
not givin i'm not givin up
i'd risk it all
i'd risk it all
then never have your love at all
with only bricks to break my fall
for you i'd risk it all

i'd rather crash i'd rather crawl
then never have your love at all
with only bricks to break my fall
for you i'd risk it all

by then i was finally at school
i realized that i need to forget about jack and everyone and focused on my own life. so that's what i did and my life became so much smoother.

a/n i know this chapter is short but i'm skipping time to college caus i don't know what else to write.