A daughter like her {Eastenders}

Fourteen

Madison sighed as she sat in bed next to kush. She placed a hand on her small bump and smiled as kush looked to her 

"are you okay" he asked as Madison smiled

"yeah I was just thinking over her and everything" Madison said as kush smiled

"it will be okay I mean I know she's not mine biologically but I love you and I will love our baby but do you actually want to tell me over the real dad" he asked as she looked to him and sighed

"it was a drunken mistake after we broke up. It was a mistake but I have my baby" Madison said as kush smiled

"do you want to tell me who" he asked as she stroked her bump and sighed

"I do, I want to but I don't want you to hate me and if anyone else found out" Madison said as kush looked to her and sighed

"you don't have to worry I will never hate you and i wouldn't tell anyone or judge you" he said as she looked to him and sighed

"it's Alfie. I was drunk and couldn't really remember and the last thing I want is for my mum to find out" Madison said as kush took a hold of her hand and smiled

"it's going to be okay no matter what happens I promise" he said as she looked to him and smiled. Madison knew she and kush were pretending it was his but she had no idea how much longer she could keep the secret for
 
***   
Madison sat in the flat as Mia walked in and smiled

"are you okay" Mia said as Madison looked to her and smiled

"I'm fine I am just thinking over everything that happened and that. I told kush it was Alfie's baby and it is only going to be so long until everyone else finds out" she said as Mia looked to her and smiled

"I know that you are worried you have been since you slept with him not it wasn't your fault. You were way to drunk to make a decision and he took advantage and none of it is your fault. You can't keep blaming yourself for this and then he ran off. You are not to blame. Your pregnant and scared and that's how it is. Ignore Alfie and everything and be happy with kush as I know you love him and I can tell he loves you too. You need to try and forget Alfie and I know it's hard but it is for the best" Mia said as Madison looked to her and smiled.

Madison knew that Mia was right and how she had to try and move on but she knew that she was worried despite everything that was happening and she needed to stop being so afraid

***
Madison stood in the kitchen as she stood eating ice cream as kat walked in looking white as a ghost. Madison looked to her and frowned

"mum what is it. Are you okay" Madison asked as kat looked to her and sighed

"it's Alfie. He is back" kat said as Madison felt her heart drop.

She was shocked and knew that now he was back ever to would change and how he was going to learn how she was pregnant and he wasn't stupid and he would work out it was his.

Madison was scared as she didn't want anything to change but she knew how everything would change and it wasn't going to be for the better