ima do that thing on tiktok where u describe the boys (ew) in your life
and no before u say it im not a whore ive only dated two of these lmfao but like anyways its pretty much me venting
boy number1:
i hate you lol but i miss the memories we made together i messed up my sleep schedule for tou which i regret because we hardly talk anymore oh well. but yeah have fun with her, one of my close friends who didnt even know what happened between us and leave me to deal with her squealing over all the cute shit u do while im there knowing u did it to me first lol.
cue deja vu and traitor by olivia rodrigo
boy number 2:
i csnt fkn get over you and it doesnt fkn help that we have almost every class together and i can tell that ur scared to make eye conract with tou cus ur terrible at keeping secrets but yeah i reminisce abt our friendship two years ago if thats what u wna call it all rhe dumb shit we did together at the back of class. thibg is everything was good until i founf out u liked me but u didnt know that i knew do it was awkward fir me. but yeah idfk one year later u still had feelings so i caught them too and u rejected me vcs u had trust issues but its all good i can tell we both still have smth there even if we dont talk to each other anymore bur we all good its all ok
that was a whole ass rant im sorry
boy number 3:
started off as best friends since we were babies abd then we caught feelings but im a terrible person and i get bored easily thats my fault not urs i love u but idk maube its right person wrong time or right time wrong person but idfk i love you but im not feeling it yk its my fault i hate myself for this but toull be fine i gotta learn how to stop stringing ppl along its all me i just gotta work on my shit im sorry
boy number 4:
gosh theres so much i could say about you. gna start off with two words. eye contact. even tho we used to talk the past two years i hardly even talk to you this yr. it all started when u willingly say next to me and the whole picking my pen up for me yes i know its lame but i gotra feel it yk. but yeah it all went downhill frm there ended up crushing ruining my relationship for you without even knowing cus i felt bad. like i said the stringing ppl along. but yeah last two weeks been amazing we had lots of interaction and i genuinely doubt you dont feel anything cus who woukdnt with all the tension shit between us but yeha idfk cus boy 2 is ur best friend and even tho bro code doesnt seem to exist with you guys idfk. but yeah idk maybe ur just a nice person thats what my fruends say but i hear you talking shit about wveryone yet you choose to be nice to me. zzzeero thinks u hd a thing for me all this time but we dont pay attention to her lol im jk love u. i wna see inside ur mind bro cus its so hard to tell what ur thinking ur a fkn idiot for making me fall for you but yeah idfk u got one fucking day left if u wna make a move cus ima sort ny shit out in summer i pronised myself. times ticking tb u have exactly twelve hours and forty one minutes left
yeah they were rants bur ima felete this in a bit but we all good
