well heres an update on the past week or so
• ive been feeling like shit
• me and liam havent talked in days bcs we had a fight and idk if we're a thing anymore bcs we havent actually said anything to each other but idk its making me sad
• ive got school again in two days which sucks
• ive had like five panic attacks in the past three days
• me and my mum keep getting into arguments and idrk what to say to her anymore because shes fed up of me at this point. like she hates everything i do and she thinks my enture purpose in life is to be rude and disrespectful to her
• im stressing over gcse exams which are in 2022 for some reason
• ive honestly been wonderng if im ever gna have a future
• im recently found out how much i fkn love my dad and idk what id do if i didnt have him in my life
• my mum got her job back which is a lot of weight off my shoulders
• i kinda wish i wasnt alive like yakno i jus wna end it but im not gna so dw
• liam may be moving in by christmas but i still dk if we're tgt anymore soooo
• i got costas and krispy kremes :)
so yeah thats been my life over the last week and three days which was my half term
thanks for reading hope your happy healthy and safe ily guys sm
