First try love

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“hey. Are you okay?” Jason asks me.

“yeah, I think so.”

I snap back from my never ending thoughts. And I see how close Jason is. He's looking down on me. He's actually staring deeply into my eyes. I notice for the first time how beautiful his dark brown eyes are. He leans in closer to me.

“just tell me if you want me to stop.”

he leans in and kisses me gracefully and passionately on the lips. But this time it isn't just a one sided kiss. This time I actually allow him to slip his lukewarm tongue into my mouth. It felt so good. I know I should be saying stop, it just feels so right. I swear there's nothing better. Am I actually falling for him? Like in love with him?

He slides his hand up my back. I start to melt on the inside. A little on the outside to. Because he must feel me release all the tension in my body and he delicately guides my body down towards the bed. He hovers on top of me now but still kissing me. I put my right hand on his neck and pull him in closer. His left hand starts slowly guiding down my thigh.

The longer our tongues dance in each others mouths the more time I think about what I'm doing and who I'm kissing. I finally get some self pride and strong will back.

“stop, Just stop” I gasp.

Jason said to me “awe your such a teases, but okay, I'll stop. See I can be trusted.”

“I guess I can” I say shocked “for now” I continued.

“once again you're a tease” he stated.

“really, I don't think so” I say sitting up.

He gives me a look saying well of course you don't. He sits up so  he's somewhere near eye level with me. I can't respond to him. I have nothing ro say. Am I really a tease?

“Listen” he begins “your a tease because you are so beautiful with your long brown wavy hair, your a tease because your smart and yet so young and mature. . .at times. But you keep all of that to yourself, that's quite selfish of you” he says as he tucks a curl behind my ear.

I begin t doubt myself. Am I selfish? Why does he keep talking life he's known me for my entire life? Is he falling in love with me? Has this gone from a kidnapping to meeting my true love? I must sound crazy. 

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