Come in with the rain (jaylor)

Call It What You want

Taylor's pov :
I don't quiet know how much we stayed like this, just me between his arms letting all of the emotions I was hiding inside go out.

With him

I took in a shaky deep breath, and pulled off from his neck, his scent alone made me feel warmed. I wiped the tears from my eyes and looked at him giving a small smile.

"thank you..." that was all that came out I couldn't say anything else and I know a simple thanks won't do anything for the way he stayed here and helped me letting everything heavy on my chest go out.

His hand was still behind my back sending shivers each time he caressed gently. "no need to thank me, Taylor" he smiled back, God the way he says my name with that accent.

"I did nothing" he added scoffing, he was literally between my legs right now, but I couldn't help but push the thoughts away

Taylor he was comforting you okay calm down.

I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding, our eyes met, I wanted to sink and drown and die, I couldn't help he is so fucking gorgeous.

A strand of his hair was to his forehead, his hair grew a bit fast since the galas. "Joe..." I said whispering I knew in that moment...

The tension was present in the room

His eyes turned even deeper Than ever, was I seeing lust in his eyes? Maybe, but I couldn't quiet define.

"tell me" he replied breathing out. Our bodies automatically getting closer til there was no gap but our lips to collide.

My heart was beating so fast inside my chest I didn't know what to do. I just wanted to taste those perfect soft lips. I needed to.

But deep down I was scared, I was scared he's like everyone, I was scared to let down these Walls I built up since my last relationship. I was scared to let him in all that chaos, he is a am angel. And doesn't deserve all the poison a snake like me gives.

"I-I'm sorry i-" it was that moment when I realized my hand all that time was on his chest. I slowly took it back immediately missing the touch.

He just kept looking at me and took a step back like he understood all my damn thoughts. "it's no problem Taylor" he gave me a reassuring smile I can see his rosy cheeks from that tense moment between us.

"dinner's ready" he chuckled lighting up the mood and pulling out what we made from the oven "hothothot-fuck" he burned his finger as he put it On the counter to cool it down, I couldn't help but let out a soft laugh at him, before jump down.

"here" I held his hand ignoring all the butterflies and shivers, opened the sink and made the cold water fall on it then looked up at him to find him looking back at me I swallowed my lump biting my lip to not blush  and looked back to his finger under the water

"it helps calming the burn Joe..." I let out a breath again.
"I know, I'm just checking if you're real cause... You're so beautiful" he said it In a deep serious voice I felt the heat build more in my cheeks.

The tension again I swear-

"i- thanks- I mean" I closed the water and turned to him looking in his eyes  once again, I can't fucking get enough of them "you're gorgeous" I bite my lip admitting at least one thing towards him

His cheeks were crystal clear rosy, he smiled his eyes sparkled even more, he was taller I was stuck between him and the sink. I reached my hand and fixed his soft golden hair then my eyes met his...

It's always the eyes that speaks.

It's like a magnet that we're getting closer to each other, my hand this time went around his neck his however reached my waist making me hold my breath even more

He was soft, so soft, I was more scared that I might break him down with me,

I'm a fucking mess.

"I know that you can feel it too Taylor" he whispered. Sending shivers all over my body. He looked down from My eyes to my lips, and I fucking froze in my place.

I should be fearless but I was weak.

"but what's this feeling?" my mouth said it before my mind could keep it in I did the same and looked down on his lips.

"call it what you want to" he said and the next thing I know... Our lips collided...

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