How much we try to hide our emotions and stay strong for the sake of ourselves and our loved ones but we forget that there will be times and situations when we will have a breakdown. A rock is as hard as possible but due to extreme pressure and climatic conditions it breaks Similarly,there are situations in our lives where we can't take anymore and causes our breakdown.Breakdowns are not bad and doesn't make us weak,it's important as it makes us reduce our stress and makes us mentally strong.
Princi:so next performance is a special song sung by Sidhansh Shukla
The Principal left the stage while the people clapped and hooted.Sidhansh who was in the backstage .Took a deep breath to calm himself.He picked his guitar and stood up.Though he tries to show his strong side to everyone but he can't deny that it is the most sensitive thing for him.His hands were covered with sweat.He took a step towards the stage but stumbled.
Sanvi:Sid are you fine?
Sidhansh:yeah....I am fine just
Just a bit less confident, just a bit overwhelmed with emotions.Just a bit confused thinking whatever he is doing is right ?
Sanvi:comeon Sid you can do it....I know you will rock it,all the best
Sidhansh:thanks Sanvi
Sidhansh took a deep sigh and went towards the stage.He adjusted the mike and his guitar and looked at the audience.It was the first time he is gonna sing on this day.Yeah he would always come on this day but just to see the performances and most importantly to show that he is not weak.Most of the times his dadi had stopped him thinking that it would hurt him badly but instead he would give a smile and tell that it will not hurt him.
But the truth is that it hurted him badly but he never spoke.A turmoil was going inside him.He wanted to leave not able to control it but then he saw someone smiling at him in the crowd.Sidhansh's eyes widen on seeing the person here.His dad.
How come he came here?Did naazu told him?no why would she do it,he had told her not to tell then how....maybe dadi told
Sidharth gave a thumbs up making Sidhansh smile.Sidhansh got the confidence that he needed and began singing.
Ab raton ko mujhe lori kon sunaega?
Kon sunaega?Kon sunaega?
Ab subah ko mujhe pyaar se kon jagaega?
Kon jagaega?Kon jagaega?
Ki tum bole bina hi chale gaye
Hum poore hoke bhi adhure reh gaye
Ki tere yaadein aaye maa,dil ko bara satae maa
Ki teri yaadein aaye maa,dil ko bara satae maa
Ki teri yaadein aaye maa ,dil ko bara satae maa
Ki teri yaadein aaye maa,dil ko bara satae maa
Though Sidhansh had very few memories with his mom but he remembers those few memories of his mom.Her kissing him whenever he use to wake up from his baby sleep.Her carrying him and playing with him with his toys.Those memories are still inscribed in his heart.
Kitni baatein karni thi
Kitna kuch kehna tha
Tujhko hasana tha aur tere hath se khana tha maa
Seene se mujhko tu apne laga lena
Awaz deke mujhe tu phir se bula dena maa
Duaan roz karta hu uss rab se ye hi maa
Sab kuch mera le le par
meri maa lauta dena
Sab kuch mera le le par
meri maa lauta dena
He can't express how he much he wishes his mom to be here with him.Though sometimes he think of her as a bad woman who left his dad and him but still most of the times he just wishes to get atleast a glimpse of her.He want to keep his head on her lap and tell her everything that has happened to him till date .He want to cry in her lap and complain about others who have hurt him.
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