Dare To Love

I no longer have control

So they will start trip by bus (8-9) to airport from airport they will travel on Alphajet to Pokhara. (9-10 pm)

Louie sitting on bus making upset face because Neo was late so neo was shifted to another bus along with kitty gang. Louie was staring outside the window . He didn't realize

Neo has arrived on his bus. Neo sits beside him & tries to get his attention. Louie turns by sudden smack .

Their eyes meet & Time puse for awhile.

Louie at first before neo has even arrived was fighting with swatie to get window space to open window . He wanted fresh air . But when he saw neo was feeling cold . He close the window leaving his bestie swatie sitting on front seat just infront of him amused.

Louie  open his jacket which he was wearing and gives it to his Nemo. Neo too ascept it will a pleasure.

(After all it was 8 pm & they need to reach airport within an hour. So, bus was on full speed like as much fast as it's legal 😅 and on that Neo was wearing white t-shirt which seems too thin for nowadays Rainy weather)

Louie opv (present )

    This Trip was very very special trip for me. After all it was trip with my first love. Seriously , I can't remember being this attached with anyone before on my entire life. It's like I want to be with him at any cost. I don't want to loose him . I agree my past method of making him good person and trying to drag him out from unnecessary fights were too dumb . I still scold myself for having such childhood thought (ideas or methods) . I now no longer care what he's how he behave or do things if that makes him happy then I'm happy.

      My love has become kinda toxic to myself coz now I no longer care if he use me then . I seriously am acting like dumb yup it's toxic I'm telling it coz I know that he's doing all this to teach me lession to make me regret to complete revenge 😭 I know I know yes I know and I'm really really sorry about those things . I am carrying that day guilty till now. If hurting me completes his revange and if breaking my heart make him hate me less then why not 🙃 I can do anything to make him fell batter .

       No , I'm not stupid 😣😣 but have become one now. I became crazy 😧 when I see those eyes which is everything for me burning on revenge . I wanted to give up when I heard kitty gang talking that day but but then I realized that I no longer have control on my feeling . 😊 Don't worry I'm fine 😌 and I can live all my life on this memories which I will made till the day he will shatter my heart into small pieces 😌. I love him and I want this pain I will not let him go that easyly I will let him take out all his bitterness on me every revange on me . I want to drink those bitter tears of mine after seeing those pieces of my heart I want to enjoy each and every drop of it.
      I don't know after completing his revange he will forgive me or not .I even don't know I will able to be capable to stand beside him by holding his hands or not .All I know now is that  I can never love anyone like I love him . No matter how much he will hurt me. How much pieces he will break, how hard he will clunch my heart  but I will still try my best to be strong till he's satisfied.
     Even the pain will be like thousand stones thrown on small heart . Even it cost my life I will still wish to stand beside him.
     Now I no longer need to explain myself like how madely I have fallen in love with him that I'm totally blind that I'm totally crazy that I still think he would be mine 😃 after all this.

  
Neo: Louie ! Louie

    I can't believe I'm on Alphajet flying together with him . He's my entire world 🌍 and I can do anything for him. I no longer can know what's right what's wrong ? All I know is he's my universe  and I can't live without him.

(Louie smile 😊 he has been staring at neo for like half an hour now it feels strange. Neo is calling him he seems really lost in thought that he has not even realize so neo snaps his finger infront of Louis eyes)

Louie: huh
Neo: where are you lost
Louie: 😳
Neo: I have been calling you since half an hour. Any way , Do you remember what what we need to do on Pokhara ?
Louie: I have
Neo: really ? Okay & you still have remember that we both need to say something to each other. That three magical words.

Silence

Now it's present Louie okay explaing all this

Louie
   No not yet. I'm not ready to let you go not this soon no way .

Silence

Neo: Louie! Answer me we need to say that three magical words right ?
Louie: Ahh ... Should I say now ?
Neo: yes
Louie : clouds are cute

On hotel

While distrubing room key by lucky draw Neolouis end up getting Same room besides team Kitty  gang. After moving the logged inside on their room. Kitty gang came inside their room. They had brought alcohol and then accidentally took it out without noticing Louie.

Kitty gang: uii
Neo : I know you're not going to tell anyone 🤫 . That time when you asked me to play guitar to you and in exchange you have told I can ask anything to you . I played giture to  you and if you remember then I said I will save it for future . So, it's not don't tell anyone about this.

Louie mind.
   If that what you want then  I'll

Louie: I don't know if you get caught then don't blame me .
Neo: okay thanks

Kitty gang left Louie was reading book after being fresh neo came out from bathroom by one towel wrap around his body and one drying his hair. He walks near Louie and reads book out loud (*to show his presence 🤫* ) .

Neo's opv

   It's not that I wanted any attention, It's just that i am  curious why this topper loves his book what types of books he likes to read. No no  no why would i even care. I am just curious why am I even giving excuses 🙄😒.

Neo reads out lines loud making Louie almost jump from his seat. Louie trying to clam himself

Neo:*reading* 😊 God becomes happy when you share your happiness with other's & god becomes sad when you break 💔 someone's heart hurt someone...

Neo move closer to the book Louie's seating and neo has just bent down like giving back hug to someone sitting who's on seating position. Louie's head is now touching neo bare chest  and Louie has turned into red tomato 🍅 and his cheeks into cherry .  We can blame ac heat turn up for making Louie face like red rose 🤣 his cheeks are litterly burning. He wants to skip but how would he neo has hold book which he was holding over his hand his both hand grip is tight he's not being able to set his own hands free.

Unbother Neo: *reading* ... because gods lives on every creatures heart ...

A/N
I think this much love dose would be enough 😁😂🤣 bye everyone see you on next Chapter.