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[ Bryle Clayton Zalameza ]

September 15, 2019  |  5:30 PM

Marupok:
Bryle

Can we talk?

:)

Manhid:
Sure Cailean :))

Thank you for being understanding despite of everything

Please know that I love you so much

So so much

I'm willing to do everything to gain your trust again, to get back the old way we used to be together

Anyways, what are we going to talk to?

Is it about us?

Marupok:
No, Bryle

I want to be straight forward

It's about Johanna

Manhid:
What about Johanna?

I know you're not yet recovered from what you knew, but can we just move on from the past?

She's Beatrice's mom, but now I have you. And that's enough

Marupok:
Yeah, but this one is an important matter I think we should talk about it

Manhid:
I'm done dealing with Johanna, Cailean. We're over so please stop mentioning her

Marupok:
Did you know? Johanna is suffering from lung cancer

Stage four

The doctors said that she would probably live only before the year ends

Manhid:
What nonesense is that? Si River ba nagsabi nyan? They both fooled me once, why should be believe them?

Marupok:
Because that's the truth

I know it's hard to believe, but if you really don't trust them, then you can trust me instead :)

Manhid:
I trust you. But I can't trust them

Besides, I should be there for Beatrice, she will be having a therapy at the US

Marupok:
You're going?

Kailan alis niyo?

Manhid:
Yeah. They'll stay there for three years, since my mom's business is mainly located in Washington. But I'll only stay there for half a year

Marupok:
Why half a year only? Graduated na tayo, you can find a better job there kaysa dito sa Pilipinas

Manhid:
I know... but I can't leave you

Marupok:
You won't leave because of me?

Bryle, I don't want to be a hindrance to persue your dreams

I love you Bryle, but this is hard for me, ayoko maging pabigat sa'yo

Manhid:
Shhhh, hindi ka pabigat sa 'kin

Your a choice, not an option

I prefer staying here with you, Cailean

Marupok:
I appreciate it Bryle

But how about Johanna? Hindi mo ba siya pupuntahan?

Manhid:
Why are you pushing me to her? I already told you I'm done with her. If she really has a lung cancer or not, I don't care

Marupok:
Baliktarin mo man ang mundo, siya pa rin ang nanay ng anak mo, Bryle

Ano satingin mo ang mararamdaman ni Beatrice kapag narinig niya yang mga masalita na 'yan galing sa'yo? Na wala kang pakialam sa mama niya?

Do this, for Beatrice's sake. She also deserves to meet her mother, even for the last time

Manhid:
Paano ka? Is this okay to you?

Marupok:
Honestly, I don't know

Is it really okay for me that you'll leave?

Masakit, pero ayoko maging selfish Bryle. Maybe now is the right time to reconcile with her

Bilang kaibigan

Manhid:
Hindi 'ko alam Cailean. Nakamove on na 'ko, but the pain is still here

She was my first

Manhid:
I know Bryle. Masakit, pero I know Johanna had a reason to do that

Manhid:
I'm sorry Cailean

My decision won't change, I'll stay here with you. I promised myself that I won't leave you not just what she did to me, I love you and I don't want you to feel the same pain that I'vr been through

Please understand me, Cailean. Don't push me away

Marupok:
You won't leave me Bryle :)

You'll just visit her and I'll wait for you. I'm willing to wait. Even if it will take me a thousand years... I'll wait for you

Minahal nga kita ng dalawang taon, pano pa kaya ngayon?

I know we'll make it. This will work

Manhid:
Hindi mo 'ko masisisi Cailean, you're my priority. I don't want you to wait, I want to be by your side with you good and bad days, I want to be there when you first get your stable job, I want to be there for you when you achieved something in life

A miles away from you won't work, Cailean

Marupok:
I'm sorry for making you feel that I'm trying to push you away, but it's just I feel bad for Johanna

Manhid:
Kinaya niya ang apat na taon nang wala ako, Cailean. Alam kong kakayanin niya, she has River with her

Marupok:
You don't understand. Her last wish is us to be happy. Pinili niyang maging masaya para satin kahit hindi na siya ang mahal mo

And I also want to do the right thing...

Manhid:
Cailean... no please

Marupok:
You want my forgiveness right?

Then visit her in US. Don't worry I'll wait for you

And when you're back, we'll start over