The Weight {Shawn Mendes}

Tears and Graduations

I slowly pulled away from Aubrey and she silently walks away. I sit back down and think 'Oh shit Shawn...' He must be soooo worried so I decided to call him
"Hello?" he says
"Hey." I reply
"How's Allie?" He asks worriedly
"She's...Okay." I say
"Bethany you know I love you right?"
"Yeah?" I asked
"Okay." He said sounding reassured
I cleared my throat in kind of an awkward way.
"Well I was wondering what you where doing?" I asked
"I'm kind of busy right now-" he said
"Oh well okay bye I love you." I said cutting him off
"Love you too." He said
Then the line went dead.
I sighed and decided to get out of my smelly date clothes and get Starbucks.

-Home-

When I get home my mom walks up to me and pulls me into a hug. We just stand their for a minute until Sophie walks in
"What's wrong?" she says
"Nothing." I say letting go of my mom and pulling Sophie into a hug. A tear slips from my eye. I decide to go up stairs and changeable all that.
I went up the stairs and started to think 'Holy shit were graduating Tomorrow!' I suddenly smiled and thought 'I have to get packing!'
Me Allie,Aubry,Ethan,Jack and Shawn are all moving in together in one apartment this gonna be great.
I changed into some more comfy clothes (pic up top) and took a
shower.
Once I was all done that I decided to start packing I was happily packing until I got a call from Ethan
"Allies awake!"
"I'll be right their."
And with that I stopped packing and got in my car and drove to the hospital
I ran up to the front desk and said
"Hello I'm here to see Allie Hicks."
It was the same nurse as before when I first came she said nothing and just gestured for me to go.
I sprinted past everyone and met Aubry at the door.
We all had a group hug and then Allie said
"We're graduating tomorrow!" she smiled the rest of the few hours we were together we watched movies until I decided I needed REAL coffee
So I drove to Starbucks and ordered a Carmel latte I sat down I saw Shawn sitting their on his phone I got up to go see him
"Hey." i Said giving a peck on the cheek
"Hey," he said "Bethany you know I love you and all but I think we need to take a break for a little while... from each other." He says
'Great' I think I feel the tears start to well up in my eyes
"Okay." I get up and walk away

-Home-
Graduation went fine we all went out to eat afterward when I got home I decided 'you know what theirs no reason I should spend all my time feeling sorry for myself about Shawn' I thought but then is when It really hit me I really did need him he was the reason I get up in the morning and...
'NO!' I thought 'I don't need I'm capable without him..' but after that I fell into a deep sleep

'We move in to our new apartment today' I thought. I stood up from my suitcases and looked at my sad and empty room it was so sad to let it go I silent tear drops from my eye I look away and decide to start packing up my car. This is going to be a long day.