Hybrid's Master || jihope

CHAPTER 30 || why not me

Yoongi exhaled opening the door to his house , he closed it and shuffled further inside when he realized how abnormally quiet it was , maybe Hoseok was sleeping or upstairs was what he thought knowing how loud and noisy the younger could be

He placed the slice of cake that he'd bought on the way back for him on the coffee table "hobi?" He called out but there was no answer , as he was about to call out again he heard a groan coming from the kitchen

"Hobi?" He furrowed his eyebrows walking towards where the sound was coming from , there he saw a red faced hobi laying flat on the floor starring up at the ceiling above "what happened? Are you okay?" He dropped to his knees and scooped the boy up in his arms

Hoseok's eyes widened before they slowly softened "O.........it's mister grumpy" He slurred trying to stretch his hand out in attempts to touch yoongi's cheek but it just fell back to his side which it once was , when Hoseok spoke the older was immediately hit with the scent of alcohol but thought his nose was playing tricks on him

Suddenly he felt something soft wrap around his rm , only to realize it was Hoseok's Tail "mr grumpy why is everything spinning" he asked clinging to yoongi

The older glanced up at the counter where he saw the empty bottle of alcohol that was full when he left , he'd just bought it a few days ago

It wasn't long before he came to the conclusion that Hoseok drank all of it

"Jesus fucking Christ" he huffed lifting the younger and walked back to the living room "that's bad word" Hoseok pinched yoongi's cheek making him wince in pain

He placed the younger to sit on the couch and went to get him water , after forcing Hoseok to drink water after the boy's countless whining he asked why the younger drank it "I thought water was in the bottle I'm sorry sir" he said muttered

Yoongi unexpectedly pulled him in for a hug , Hoseok melted . This was the first time the older hugged him first , it may seem stupid but this was a big deal to him

When the older wanted to pull away Hoseok tightened his grip and his tail wrapped around yoongi's waist "please don't go" he whispered snuggling into the older

A moment of silence passed until a certain someone felt the need to say something "Just to be clear don't tell Jimin about this he'll flip out and not let we go out again" yoongi chuckled nervously , Hoseok hummed "I wasn't planning on telling him anyway" he shrugged

Yoongi sighed  "what happened to you and Jimin you were so fond of him , did he do something?" He asked

Hoseok let out a breath pulling away "he makes me feel strange so I try to not be around him too much , i feel horrible that I'm hurting master but I can't control it" he explains

"What do you mean by strange? Uncomfortable?" Yoongi asked , the younger shook his head "whenever he touches me my hand feels tingly , when he gets close my heart beat begins to grow faster and there's a weird feeling in my tummy . This never happened before I don't know what's wrong with me" he admitted

Yoongi's eyes were wide and his mouth was as well "you have a crush on Jimin???" He asked , Hoseok tilted his head "no I'd never crush master that's painful , he'd die" the boy says , the older rolled his eyes "I mean you have feelings for him"

Hoseok's face still looked puzzled so the older proceeded to explain further "having a crush is liking someone a lot to the point where you want to be with them and have them to yourself , that's what you're feeling" yoongi tried his best to explain but feared it was still too complicated for Hoseok's pea brain

"So nothing is wrong with me?" He asked with questioning eyes , the older shook his head "you just have a crush" he felt a slight pang in his chest

After a while of explaining what a crush is leading into relationships the boy fell asleep , yoongi wasn't surprised because of how much he drank though he managed to sober up quite a bit

Yoongi brought him too his bed and laid beside him , he brushed away his bangs . He thought the boy's be haircut made him look pretty but someone he couldn't bring himself to saying it just like how he can't bring himself to admitting that he was catching feelings

He leaned closer and kissed the boy's forehead finding himself blushing a bit

Though he couldn't help but think

Why not me