"Dan please, it hurts. Let me go" I screamed with tears rolling down my cheeks.
"How dare you talk to your mother like that! I swear to god you little brat! You need to come back with a little respect" he yelled and dragged me screaming and crying and threw me down the stairs into the basement and locked the door as I fell down the flight of stairs. Pain consumed me physically and mentally.
"DAN! I AM SORRY! IT'S COLD DOWN HERE!"
Aria?! Wake up!
It's just a dream
I woke up and saw Matteo sitting on the side of my bed shaking me.
"Aria?! What the hell was that?"
"A memory" I cried as he grabbed my arm and pulled me into a hug.
"MATTEO! LEAVE!" I yelled pushing him off me and angrily pointing to the door.
"What the fuck?!" He yelled causing Enzo to come busting in the room. I quickly screamed and ran into the bathroom and locked the door.
"What's wrong Aria?! Open the door" Enzo pleaded as Matteo banged on the bathroom door yelling at me to open up.
They hate you
Worthless
Pathetic
Slut
"STOP! STOP! STOP IT" I screamed causing all 5 of my brothers to go silent. I didn't even notice that all of my brothers stood outside of my door.
I fell to the ground and let the world gave in and sunk my head in between my knees and sobbed until my brothers started calling my name again. I snapped myself out of it and stood in front of the mirror and smashed it with my fists causing me to bleed and I grabbed a piece of glass and started cutting my wrists.
Do it!
Nobody loves you
Worthless
Stupid
Bitch
Everyone will leave you eventually
Allesandro kicked down my door and Matteo grabbed me in his hold and Enzo threw the piece of glass out of my hand. I struggled to get Matteo off me but he kept squeezing me tighter and I eventually fell to my knees and still kept hold of me while I sobbed into his arms. Allesandro removed me from his arms and put me over his shoulder and led me to his room and placed the covers over me and lay next to me. "No! Get off of me" I leapt off of the bed and unconsciously backed myself in a corner of the room.
"Aria?! Hey! it's okay" Andrea said "No, it's not! Stop acting as if you care" I screamed. "But we do" he sighed "No, you had no choice! I am only here because we are supposedly a family" Allesandro's eyes widened in shock and clearly taken back by my harsh words but sadly I meant it.
I don't even know them and I am only here by default and we all know that as soon as I turn 18 I am out of here and it will be like I never existed and part of me liked the idea of that. "Yes, we haven't known each other long but we want a relationship with you but you keep shutting us out. One second you are open and honest with us and the next it's like we are living with a stranger." Andrea moaned "If I am a stranger then why am I here?! I DON'T CARE THAT WE ARE BLOOD! WE ARE NOT A FAMILY AND WILL NEVER BE! EVERYONE LEAVES! EVERYBODY FUCKING LEAVES! EVERYBODY FUCKING DIES!"I groaned
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ActionAria grew up with her abusive mum and stepdad until they died. She was sent to live with her mafia brothers she knew nothing about. Will she cope with new brothers and life in the Mafia, or will she run? This book includes themes such as: Violence...
