This story is a angst so grab some tissues or scroll...if I ever update this
Warnings: suc!de and ac@h@le abuse
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Kirari's Pov
I noticed how Y/n was fiddling with her hands. It was our 2 year anniversary and she seemed nervous. It was odd..usually she was a happy and bubbly. Now she seems nervous.
"Kirari?"
She said her lips quivering a little
"Yes love?"
She breathed a little before saying it.
"Kirari I'm going on a 3 year trip and..I think it's best we break up.."
I froze a little. Y/n leaving me? I loved her! I don't want her to!
"I..I see, well let's celebrate before your departure and remind ourselves of a better time"
I said as she smiled a little
"Thank you Kirari"
3 years go by as Y/n stays in (c/n) as Kirari slowly moves on. Saykya soon got with Kirari after Y/n left. Soon the two were planning on getting married. Y/n has no idea about it though and asked out Kirari
Y/n's POV
I soon was able to schedule a time with Kirari. I hoped maybe I could get her back. Soon I opened true door to hear her voice.
"Ah Y/n how nice it is to see you."
She said her voice a bit happier. Maybe she knew this was happening. I sat down and she spoke again
"Y/n I wanted to tell you me and Saykya were planning on getting married. I hoped you could be my brides maid?"
She said her tone all happy and cheery for once
My heart dropped. I gulped down my tears as I spoke.
"That's wonderful! I'll be your brides maid!"
I said as Kirari smiled again
"That's wonderful. Hopefully we may see you there."
She said as I got up to leave.
"I'll talk about it later.."
I said as Kirari waved bye to me and went back to her work. As I left the building I ran home. I didn't care who wanted to see me or anything. I just wanted to go home.
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Time skip again after the wedding.
After the wedding I just...cried. There was no point. Now Kirari was married and happy. Why did I leave her? I did I leave? Too see my shitty family again? Whatever
She's gone and there nothing I can do
I cried even more as the happy cheers and other things happened. I just..I just wanted to go to ny apartment and do whatever the hell I needed to.
I grabbed a bottle of champagne and started drinking
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! There is some suc!dle stuff and a hole abuse ahead! Please stop reading now if you are sensitive to this stuff !
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I'm done with this shitty life
All I do is drink and drink and drink away my pain. Why can't I just be happy for them. Why can't I? Am I that selfish? Maybe I should do it..who would miss me? I'm nothing but trash. Worthless trash. I was on the roof of my apartment now. The beer bottle in hand I heard police down there
"There's so much to live for!"
They said. Why the fuck do they care?
I smiled to myself as I mumbled a goodbye
And fell down
And down
And down
Until
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I'll make a part two that's happier
