𝐌𝐘 𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒

𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 (𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒂𝒎 𝒊 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖?)

After all the things that happened at school, we went back home peacefully.

When i got out of the car, Beomgyu told me to go inside first and i nodded and went inside.

Beomgyu's pov

honestly i had never think that y/n is troubling me. She's like a precious girl that i want to protect her until my last breath. When she said that, she only think of me as someone who's just giving sympathy to her, my heart broke. I had promise to myself to take care of her and I'll do anything for her. She's the only girl that dared to talk to me when i was little....

flashback

"look at that ugly boy, all he did is cry all day"

"who would leave him here all alone?"

"well it's probably because he's so ugly that his parents didn't want him"

no one loves me when i was little.... people see me as an ugly boy who always cries and my parents left me all alone here everyday because they were so busy that they forgot about me but all the things had changed when i met this girl named y/n.
She's like a sunshine to me, even though she's kinda mean to me but she's always here for me and would never make fun of me.

" hey you, let's go play outside, I'm bored."

"hey stupid, can you walk faster? even a snail can walk faster than you."

"1+1 is 2 stupid, where did you learn that it's 3? "

even though she's kinda mean but she always makes me happy and never felt alone. After a few weeks my parents left me at her house, it's finally the time that we have to go back to the palace. I told my mom that i want to bring her to the palace but she can't because she had to take care of her parents here. I didn't forget about her even when we're apart. I always thinks about her and tried to find her but i failed but not until one day, one of the guard told me that y/n's father is having a problem with his company so i decided to help and maybe it can help me to met her again. After years of waiting, i can finally met her 'my first and last love'. When she's having a hard time i wish i was the one to make it better for her. I decided to do everything for her because i love her very much and i wish she knew that.

Why is it so hard to make her fall in love with me?