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CRUEL is the only word Black can use to describe the world ,she was born into a world of the Mafia as a disappointment to her father .
She was a girl and an ugly one at that with unusually dark skin , that is h...
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(Flash back/dream while she is in surgery). This is a painful and disturbing chapter. Its about the first time they gang raped her. Skip if you are not comfortable reading 🔞
B" please don't do it please. I'll be good i promise .please don't do it ."
Boris"shhhhhhh my little kitty.you have been a good girl this is a reward enjoy it. "
He said while lining his thing to my entrance and enters me with out warning . I scream in agonizing pain. He just tore me in half. Why?,Am only 8 years old.
Why me i cry as he continues to thrust into me moaning and groaning. It felt like foever until my so called father bust through the door and a look of shock is plastered in his face. Boris freezes in place not knowing what to do as he has been caught in the act .
I lookes at my father with my tear stained face and pled for his help
B" dad p-please it h-hurts. H-help me. He stabbed me with his thingy it hu-hurts"
I tell him through my sobs not being able to explain what was happening. He raped me. I was so young and clueless i didn't know what he did to me .i thought he stabbed me cause that is what i felt.
Vlad "weak,pathetic ,just look at you?. Just useless. " betrayed is how i felt.i knew he was hard on me and wanted me to do better. Never had i thought he would be this cruel.
B"father please ..h-help me"
Vlad" shutup!!,Boris finish fast i need to have my chance. Her pathetic cries are so annoying. I will teach you to be strong and take it like a real women"
What no! , am just a little girl. I start screaming when the devil on top of me moves in and out of me . When he is done he gets up putting his pants back on while i lay there unable to move .
My dad had walked out and came back with his other buddies Yurik and Solan(greece ball). One by one they took turns in violating me. By now i wasn't screaming or sobbing my tears fell freeling while i looked into space hoping to die.
After they took turns in thier deed they all walked out expet for my dad,i layed there in excruciating pain unable to move .
B"pl-please h-help me".
He looked at me with so much hate,so much disgust . What did i do wrong?,why does he hate me so much. What ever it was am sorry. If i only knew i would try and do better. What was my crime?.
Vlad "useless ,such a waste of space."
He left me laying there helpless and bleeding to death,not before spitting on my face and stepping over my stomach as he walked out. I didn't even have enough energy to wipe the spit of my face.
I felt myself slowly losing consciousness and i welcomed the darkness with open arms .Maybe if i die the pain will go way,maybe in heaven they will love me.
I hear voices but i still see darkness,am i not dead yet. Ugh!!,i cant even do one thing right?. Die Black just fucken die!!!-.
"She is going into cardiac arrests. Bring me the ECG,come on don't die on me.CEAR! No responce lets go again CLEAR!" come on Black don't you die on me". Wait whats going on?
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Coma, my baby is in a coma . She is practically dead only the machines are helping her breath. She got shot 4 time and she didn't even feel it . Doctors said it was the adrenaline but i know its because she can't feel pain I saw the blood on her but thought it was the old farts blood. I don't know what to do. I need her. Please God don't take her away from me ....
------------------------------------------ This was a very hard chapter to write but i needed you guys too see what she went through ,feel her pain and understand why she is the was she is.
