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The hand that was cupping mouth falls to my side as i stare at the man i love in disbelief

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The hand that was cupping mouth falls to my side as i stare at the man i love in disbelief. Till this day i still do not understand why me?.

He is on one knee about to propose i assume . if he is tying his shoe or something i will get mad. He takes my small hand in his and looks up at me from his kneeling position.

D" i have thought of so many ways to pop the question waiting to create the perfect moment. Maybe take you to Paris and do it at the city of love. Maybe Rome with fire works but i realised there is no perfect moment that can surpass you giving life to our children and making me a father. Black i love you i always have and this priceless gift you have given me makes me love you even more. Please my love honour me by being my wife, complete me by agreeing to be mine officialy. Black will you marry me?"

I stand there mouth agape not saying a word completely speechless. Am i dreaming right now?. I mean i knew he loved me but it never realy sunk in that he actually choose me. A damaged and ugly women far from perfect like all that surround him and yet he still looks at me like am the solution to hunger problems in Africa.

Am disturbed from my thoughts by his voice.
D"if you dont like the ring we can change it. If its too soon you dont have to answer i will take what ever you are willing to give aslong as i have you. I wont be greedy i-"

I cut him off by grabbing his collar and bringing him to my hight and smashing my lips on his . We are enganged in a heated makeout session for a long while still we pull apart for air.

I look into his eyes our nose touching ,i gave him a soft pack on the lips and trail kisses down his jaw line and made my way to his ear and whispred the answers he was patiently awaiting.

B" yes?"

D"yes?". He asks as if to confirm that he heard right.

B"yes!" I say with a shit eating grin plastered on my face. I can't remember the last time i genuinely smiled,it feels weird but i like it.

D" holy shit you are smiling!!,wait are those dimples?, wow when i thought you couldn't look more beautiful you suprise me."

I laugh at his lameness and look into his eye and ask him something burning inside of me.

B"thank you for choosing me,i knew you enjoyed my campany but i never thought you would actualy make us permant. I was honestly waiting for you to get fed up and kick me out. Are you sure about This?."

D"why would you think that?.is it something i did?, did i not show you that i loved you ?.i knew i shouldn't have held back i just didnt want to smother you . i didnt wanna push you away. I love you. I choose you. It will always be you."

B" i love you more,you alway show me love and respect dont dought that"

D "dont try to start an argument and ruin the moment" i look at him with confusion. Whats wrong with what i said?.

D"we both know i love you more than you do me? ,i practicaly follow you everywhere like a lost puppy."

I raise an eyebrow at him choosing not to argue. If only he knew he was my dream man a man i loved in secret and though he was too good and out of my league i have loved him since i can remember but i never acted on it afraid of rejection and my insecurities getting the better of me.

I look up to him in awe and just smile appreciating his God like features and drooling over him. The moment is ruined by Zarah who barges in with Tkay,Zee ,Nicoli,and a bunch of white focks i haven't met yet .His family i guess.
Zarah squels in joy and coos at the boys.
"What are their names mama?" Zarah asks her eyes never living her bothers.
D"Alexai and Lev Lebendev."

B"Alexai Bandile and Lev Sandile Lebedev." They aren't only Russian they are African to and it should show in their names.

Danill proundly introduces me to his family some seem chill the other looking at me weirdly but not saying anything afraid of to offend me or anger Danny i guess.

I stand at the conner with a smile. I cant help but get mixed feelings about this. I am happy but i wish my mother was here. This moment would be perfect. I cant wait to slowly torture the bastads that took her from me i am surely going to enjoy seeng thier life draign from their eyes as i bath in thier blood.

 I cant wait to slowly torture the bastads that took her from me i am surely going to enjoy seeng thier life draign from their eyes as i bath in thier blood

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The ring

Note !: I changed the twins first names,i thought the previous ones weren't Russian enough

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