~Tired~

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I didn't know when it had started

no, actually I did know, it's just been so long that I had forgotten...

how long has it been I wonder?

...

she still won't answer

I truly wish I knew what happened to Ciel 

she was with me even after all that had happened

....however...

one day she had just stopped talking to me

and I haven't heard from her since

at first, when I couldn't hear her I was quite scared

why wouldn't I?

she was my partner after all

but I've come to accept that she's gone now

just like everyone else I loved...

...

...everyone else...

...funny...

...I claimed I loved them yet...

...I can't remember their names...

...the very names I gave them...

...I can't even remember what they look like ...

actually, I can't remember what this world looked like

this world that is now nothing but graves...

...graves of my enemies...

...graves of my allies...

...graves of my people...

...graves of my friends...

...and graves of my family...

Only I live here now, just me in this lonely world... 

I'm tired

I'm tired of this unending loneliness

Tired of everything

........

perhaps 

it would have been better

to not have been reincarnated at all

perhaps 

it would have been less... painful to die on the street

perhaps

 it would have been better...

 if I didn't exist 

at all.

~The End~

~Word for today's chapter: 223~

~XD I would have published this sooner.... but uh... I got distracted... XD believe or not, even though this chapter is so short it took me the ENTIRE day to finish XD ~

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