Crossing The Line |Sequel To Not Your Lap Dog|

Chapter Thirty-Nine

"So I'm gonna go," I say as I climb out of the bed. "Do you know where I put my shoes," I ask and Moose shrugs. "Helpful."

Its silent after that as I through his clothes out of the way. "Well there's one," I mutter and try and reach for it under the bed. "Could you help," I ask, the annoyance in my voice very clear.

"Oh, yeah," he says and lifts the bed up. I grab my shoe and find the other one under one of the bed post.

"I dont even want to know how that got there," I whisper and pull them on. "Nobody hears about this, right," I say and he nods. "Good. See you later," I say and climb out the window. I begin to walk. Not anywhere in particular. I just need the air.

What we did, should have never happened. The risk we took doing that. I dont have a mate anymore and I dont know how my vampire DNA affects that. I dont think anything happened with it but there's no telling. From what I know, Alpha's can technically mate multiple times but I'm not sure. I'm dont really care either.

How am I supposed to face Kev now? Moose and him are in an open relationship, but theres a difference between sleeping with a random guy and your boyfriend sleeping with one of your best friends. They have rules and I'm sure that hes not supposed to hook up with me. Slight problem is that Moose isn't the best liar. Maybe I should just have someone wipe his mind. Wipe mine while they're at it. Make it so this whole thing never happened.

I sigh and lay in the middle of a random road. Nobody drives here anyways.

"How did I get here," I ask and cover my face with my hands. I could try and go down the list of people who have hurt me, but I cant pass the blame anymore. I'm making these choices. I made the choice to get with Reggie. I made the choice to get with Luke. I chose to get turned. I made this path and even if I dont like it, I am to blame for what I have done. For the choices I made.

"You smell like dog," I hear a voice say and I jump.

"Jesus Pea, you cant just sneak up on people like that," I grunt and bury my head in my knees. "And isn't that normally how I smell anyways and aren't I the one who's supposed to have super smell," I ask and he shrugs.

"I don't have that high of a sense of smell, but I mean I could smell it while running here," he says and sits next to me. "So, what's wrong," he asks and I groan.

"I dont want to talk about it," I mumble.

"Okay," he says with a shrug and its silent for a few minutes. "Oh fuck. You didn't," he says and I stare at him, very confused. "Did you fuck Mantle," he asks and I gag.

"God no," I groan. "Even if he was the only dick in town, no. That's what toys are for," I say and he laughs.

"Hey I'm just making sure you dont time yourself down to him again," he says and I sigh.

"Not but I'm might have ruined one of my friendships," I whisper and he stares at me.

"You gonna make me guess," he asks and I sigh.

"I fucked Kevin's boyfriend Moose," I reply and he just stares at me.

"Is he the one who apparently has a fucking huge dick," he asks and I laugh and nod.

"Yeah that one," I whisper.

"Didnt you say they're in an open relationship," he asks and I stare confused.

"When the hell did I tell you that," I ask and he chuckles.

"When you get drunk, you talk a lot," he replies and I groan.

"Jesus. Do I wanna know what else I've said," I ask and he laughs.

"No," he says with a grin.

I stare at him for a few seconds. "What do you think we are," I question and he stares at me, confused by the question.

"I guess I thought of us three as," he cuts off and sighs. "That's not what you think is it," he whispers.

"I want that," I say and his eyes light up and I hate that I'm gonna kill that. "But I don't think I'm ready for that," I reply and sigh. "It's not even my past relationships fucking it up either. My entire life I've been someone else's toy. I was built to just serve someone and when I tried to break out of that, I was forced back into that box. I want to be my own person, but I don't know who that is yet," I say and I smile softly. "And as great as you and Fangs have been to me, for me to learn who the fuck I am, I need to do that on my own," I say and smile at him.

"What does that mean for Fangs and I. Do you not want us around or to stay with us," he asks and I can see the pain in his eyes.

"Of course not," I say and turn his face to look at me. "It just means that for awhile, hell maybe forever, I don't want to be in a relationship. I kept jumping from one relationship to another. Once Edgar's gone and there's finally some calm in this town, I think I'm gonna leave Riverdale for who knows how long. I'm tired of being locked in one place. I wanna see the world and who knows, maybe leaving Riverdale will help me avoid sleeping with anymore of my friends boyfriend's," I say and he laughs softly.

"Let's stop talking about this. Its depressing to think about, especially after everything we've been through," he says. "So what's your plan to get rid of Edgar."

I smile. "Well, to take down his little cult, I need to get inside," I whisper.

"And how do you plan to do that," he asks and I chuckle.

"Well it's simple really, I'm gonna join the cult."

While my original plan was to just to have this story be the end of the series, I've decided this story will just be split into two which will leave it off as a trilogy. A spinoff is possible and I do have a few ideas but I'll figure that out whenever I finish. I do have other stories that I need to finish at some point. I'm not even going to pretend like I think the updates will be quick but I'll at least try.