𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐭, 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐞𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 » 𝐩 𝐨 𝐞 𝐭 𝐫 𝐲

𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐢 𝐝𝐨

I wanna dissolve in your calcium bones
And run through your crimson arteries
I want to give you life,
Coz baby, you did the same to me
Breathe me in, breathe me out,
I wanna be a part of you
Don't let the 12 year gap take you away from me
Time is an illusion, age is an illusion
Why can't you be mine?
Why won't you ever love me back?
I'm yours
Just yours to keep
Your lover you'll never want, that's me
Gosh I'm crying as i write this
Baby, i dream of us, just you and me
Our caramel coffee skins melting into one
When will that day come?
When will you love me like i do?
Let my scent overwhelm your senses
Get drunk on me
Why won't you let me sleep?
When will I have YOU, in front of me, living and breathing (and loving)
Instead of you as a fragment of my broken 2 am thoughts?
I want you tattoed on every inch on my body,
To fill the empty space,
When I know I can't have you
I'm so foolish to ever want you
You'll never even know how much I love you baby
But hurting and yearning for you is better than not loving you, baby
I want to wrap you around me, just me,
Like a cozy, fluffy blanket on a winter night
Who provides warmth just to me
i wanna taste the syllables of my name gliding on your tongue
You're a rap god,
A lyrical genius,
And i can't even rhyme,
Is wanting you a crime?
Our love story ended before it even began,
With a shattered heart, an angel sang

~ Pearl

««♡︎»»

This is a birthday gift from a poetess, to her eternal muse. This poem is literally so raw because it was legit written at 1 am. But hey, ateast something good? came out of my insomnia. I really love this poem because when I wrote this, i missing Namjoon so so much i legit cried and this really portrays my naked emotions. Is this cringe? I don't know. But i still love this one. How did you like it?

With lots of love,
-Pearl