MAKE ME YOURS

Need some time

Jimin pov:

        I now sitting in frustration after having a talk with my dad . They asked are we ready because the marraige will be in one week I said I will say in few hours ..

     I would love to say yes ..but I maybe selfish because I don't want myself to get hurt again... Jungkook needs to know this isn't a game it's a serious bond and we have to be with eachother life long.. mating is such a precious thing every wolves wait afterall.

     Even if it is alpha or omega it's still such a precious one . Telling ourselves and others we arr mates it's such a great and proud thing ... But I don't think Jungkook is getting it...

     Like yeah I love him so much but he doesn't even have a tiny bit  of trust yesterday when I was talking to my friend in phone and he is asking me the same question again . Like hell.. I didn't met him in long time and tryna tell him I would be married soon .

    But Jungkook he is asking me am I cheating again.. I am tired of convincing him. Like I wouldn't be there talking with my friend near him if I was cheating on him would I !?

    I called kook...

" Hello" I said

" Hi Jimin" he said .

" Jungkook let's talk a little" I said

  " Yeah tell " I sighed

  " Not here come to my appartment " I said

  " Mm. I will be there in few " he said
 
  " Bye Jungkook. Luv you " I said softly

   " I too" he said I sighed sadly he doesn't even say back...I literally did the most hardest thing and if it all happened again I will be heartbroken like hell. God knows how many months I spent in that how many body pains I had ... I felt my eyes getting watery.

    " No Jimin.. he wouldn't do that again" I said to myself and sat on couch.

   I heard the door opened . I turned and saw kook. I smiled slightly welcoming him.

  " Hi " I said

  " Hi " he said and sat near me .

" Why you called me ?!" He asked .

  " This...is important Jungkook" I said he looked at me serious and concerned.

  " Jungkook... Are you in any chance getting out of love with me?!" I asked and he looked at me shocked .

  " No way in hell why would I !" He said I sighed .

   " Jungkook.. this isn't getting in a good way .. we were trying to take a huge step and you are mostly doubting me .. even for simple things .. I don't think you are being full true to the whole marraige thing" I said softly he looked at me

   " I ... I was just asking were you cheating on me ?! What would that do with marraige ?!" He asked is he really this dumb...

    " Jungkook... marraige isn't a simple thing . It can only work with trust, love , and care at every situation . I repeat again if you said you are out if love with me now .. it will be atleast fine for you too move .  But if it's marraige we become mates and at that time if you tell me you are out of love I can't take that " I said honestly .

     " No ! Jimin.  Why would I ?! Why would I go out of love with you " he said angrily

   " Because it's getting like that Jungkook ..please don't hurt me at the edge I beg you" I said getting weak I looked up and gained myself courage.