I'll save you -Sequel of Save me from my own destruction( Niall Horan)Book nr.2

Chapter 4-My judgment's isn't clouded

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Dear Niall and Marissa.

I've been having this idea in my head for 3 and a half year now. Maybe longer, I don't know.You may not know me....and you never will. But you know someone I know.So  I've been watching you. Or not just you. Since you lived with your friends I have been watching them too. Something has been taking away from me. You took it. You can't think of it now maybe, but the day will come that you will feel the same way that I do. I've noticed you have a little girl, Amelia? I was there when she was born. Cute isn't she? So, Marissa? I know your secret. It's one of the smallest secrets that I know, but it may not be that when your brother finds out and that you and ALL of your friends have been helping you hiding it. So what will I do? I guess I need somethin more so Niall? I know what you did too. You didn't only be the first person to promise your little Marissa to keep her secret, but you killed a man. He died because of you. What if there were witnesses? Maybe I was there? Who knows. So this is what I'm going to do.

I'm gonna write letters, to each of your friends. I will scare them so badly that they will run away. They will never meet you again. After that I will send your brother Marissa. Tell him everything. Maybe I'll watch him read the letter? Maybe you too. I will let you pay for what you did. That's all I want.

Scared? Don't want this to happen?

I guess, to be fair I can give you some options.

a) You can go now, some far away without anyone telling, and leave all your money that you have on a bank account left in your house.

b) You can try to stop this, but believe me it won't work unless you follow option a.

c) Fire. You can burn your house down with your family in it. Then we can all be happy and I have no reason to do this anymore.

d) Marissa can leave the family, and never come back. Niall and Amelia would be safe and they would never hear of me again. But Marissa had to leave and never come back. Never call, no letters. No connection.

You have 5 days to pack your things and go. But remember...don't tell anyone that you are going, or I'll send Liam the first letter.

Hope you choose the wise option.

I'll be watching you.

I dropped the letter on the floor and stared at Niall. No, this can't be happening.

" Marissa, what is it?" Niall asked confused and closed the fridge. " You look pale"

" Niall..." Was all that could come up from my mouth. I turned around and ran my fingers through my hair. Suddenly I looked up and walked to every window in the house to drag the curtains down.

" Marissa what are you doing?" Niall followed me but I didn't stop. Someone was watching us, and could be right now. 

" Marissa, stop dragging the curtains down ! " Niall was gettin pissed because I didn't answer him.

Suddenly he took my arm, maybe to harsh.

" Look at me" He said and I couldn't move. He was to strong after he had put his other hand on my arm.

" What is going on" He said and I was forced to look into his eyes.

" Someone is watching us" I said in panic. I wanted to scream so badly. It was like I was playing in a horror movie.

" What are you talking about?" Niall asked confused. Then his confused look disappeared and his eyes got dark.

" Are you doing drugs again?" He asked mad.

" No Niall ! " I pointed at the letter that lied on the floor. Niall let my hands go and walked in the kitchen and started to read the letter.

I bit my finger nails and screamed in my head while Niall was reading.

" This is a joke right?" Niall said and waved the letter.

" Don't you get it ! "I yelled at Niall who stepped back. " Someone knows everything ! What if he or she tells Liam ! He will never forgive me !" I grabbed my head. I was going out of my mind. 

" Calm down Marissa ! Maybe the guys are fucking with us...They are the only one who know , like everything" Niall said and folded his arms.

" No Niall ! Why would they joke with this ? It's fucking serious not funny" I hissed at Niall who rolled his eyes.

" You are being paranoid right now...It's them believe me. Definitely Louis's idea or something" Niall said and started walking away.

" NO" I yelled. This couldn't be them. They would never do such thing. " We have to call them" I said and started looking out for my phone.

" Oh god" Niall whispered and rubbed his face with his hands. " It's 2 in the morning, and they are probably still in the club so let it go" He said and shook his head. " I'm going to bed" He said and went to our bedroom. 

I was scared. But what if the letter was faked? Just a prank? I went to the kitchen and looked for a sleeping pill. I would need it, and since it wasn't work tomorrow...I swallowed it and drank a full glass of water.

I went to the bathroom, washed the makeup off my face and switched to Niall's T-shirt. I was pretty pissed at him tough for reacting like this but what if he was right? 

I switched the lights off in the house and went to bed. I fell asleep right away. I couldn't help it but think , if I had heroin...would I be scared? 

When I woke up it was 13:00. I got nervous in my stomach when I stood up. The letter. I ran out of the room and in the kitchen.

Niall looked at me but didn't say anything. He had a cup of tea and was reading the paper. I heard Amelia sing along to a barbie movie in the living room.

" Where's the letter?" I asked and looked everywhere in the kitchen.

" I threw it away" Niall said and took a sip of his tea.

" YOU DID WHAT ?! " 

Amelia came running to the kitchen.

" Why are you yelling at daddy?" She asked scared and hugged her doll, Vivi.

Niall looked at me mad and stood up.

" What the hell Marissa, we talk about this later" He spit out and picked up Amelia.

" Let's go do something fun!" Niall said and kissed Amelia on the cheek who giggled.

Oh god. What is happening to me? I sat down on the kitchen table and hided my face in my hands. This was gonna kill me.

I decided to take a shower. I couldn't get this feeling out, I needed to throw up. 

" Marissa, what is going on with you? "I heard someone open the door and I heard Niall's voice.

" Niall, no one would joke with this..." I said without draggin the shower curtains away. He sat down on the toilet.

" You can't just..." I cut him off.

" My judgment's isn't clouded. I know something is wrong and we have to talk about this but not now, I'm taking a shower" I said and took a deep breath. I stood in the shower and the hot water ran down my face and body. 

" Fine" Niall said and I heard that he stood up then he slammed the door behind him.

I turned off the shower.

 I hope that my judgment is right. I'm not being paranoid...Am I?